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2011-09-05T09:49:00.000-07:00

well. hey.
just got a feeling to come and blog.
have not done this for like dunno how many thousand years already!
buttt.. ooohhh wells!
i feel kinda sad right now..

it sucks.
when you dun have money.
it sucks.
when nobody gives a fuck abt you.
it sucks.
when you dun have any warmth and love at all.
it sucks.
when everything goes against you.
it sucks.
well. everything sucks right now.
family is in a mess.
money is always the case.
then the feeling that i'm gonna lose everyone is here too.
no one is there forever for you.
just rmb that.
its all a lie.

fuck it.
everything is just crap.
alot of times i really wonder why the fuck must i be in this world.
why the fuck must i live?
why?
just to bring agony to myself? to everyone?
do me a favour someone? kill me.

dun even wanna live on.
but well.
i have to aye/?
unless some kill me.
or i just die in an accident.
or mayb. i just sleep. and never wake up.
wow. that would be good.
and when i die, i'll just be dumped into a incinerator plant.
nobody would even know.
or shld i say nobody would even bother caring if i died.

well thats not the case.
fuckk. i dun even know wads wrong with me.
i dun even know wad i'm living for now.
theres no motivation in life.
i have nth to live for. nth at all.
everyday passes and it just seem like any other day.
screw it.

well.
dun wanna say anymore. sooo. bye.
fuck you. fuck them. fuck me.

2011-04-30T10:46:00.000-07:00

je m'appelez JUSTIN.
i'm calling myself Justin Bob Nakamura.
ahahah!

how cool.
sooo yah.
its been freaking freakin long since i blog lah!

well sooo everything has been goin fine.
year 2 is gettin fun.
poly is gettin better!
goin for ccas like crazyyyyy with my awesome mates in poly!
rock on!
max tyson kai ray bob ! \m/ hahahaha!

sooo yah.
i did alot of stuffs.
JB concert.
FOW !
i dunno wad i did anyore.
get wasted. haha just kiddin.
xD

hmm.. soo yah.
i dun want type already.
i want play guitar.
ooohh!
team is improving!
i like!
this means we're progressing! nice nice!
gettin rid of the weaker ones. hahaha

hmm.. soo yah!
BYE!

~~JUSTIN BOB~~

well.. i dunno wad you think of me. i dunno wad you think of us. but i just hope that wad i'm feelin is wad you're feeling.

2011-03-28T08:06:00.000-07:00

I JUST LOST A FRIEND TONIGHT.
AND MOST LIKELY I WILL LOSE THAT WHOLE GROUP OF FRIENDS.
WELL.

POLY LIFE JUST GOT BETTER HAS IT?
FUCK IT.
I STARTED WITHOUT FRIENDS IN THE SCH.
I END IT WITHOUT FRIENDS TOO.
DONE.

I SHALL NOT DWELL ON IT ANYMORE.

2011-03-13T08:51:00.000-07:00

i dun keep grudges . its tiring.
thats why.
i think i'm too nice.
hahaha!
seriously.

hmmm..
being long since i posted aye?
well..
its hols! as you can see. i have nth to do.
and no job as of yet.
which is sad!

fucking fir.
nabei dunno his job lobang where one.
keep saying go work go work.
got lobang and all.
nabei. fuck off lah!

mayb go join ridhwan at jurong bird park!
tgt with roy!
yeap!

but see how first.
cause tmrw goin jurong area.
to look for job with the 2 girls.
i doubt we will find any.
takin into account those 2 sooo fussy. hahahaha!

hmm..
then yah.
hey.
i miss you as a friend.
nth else.
please dun come and think i'm someone you can play with.
byebye!

well..
i'm looking forward to the day i die! how cool!
i'll be looking at myself!
when i'm dead! BAEK!
soo cool! hahahah!
i think i'm the only one who look forward to death.
i'm not even scared of dying now uhh.
nth to lose!

but!
cons are that i have not done alot of stuffs yet!
which is a pity.
but oooh wells.
when i die i die good! ahahahha!

soooo yah
BYEBYE!

i need a girlfriend. hahaha!
you want be my girlf? xD
dun takee me seriously. you can also take me seriously.
BYEBYE!

~~eugeneN~~

how long!

2011-03-09T05:45:00.000-08:00

well hellos! its been long!
i'm back!
and yah!
exams are over! =D

sooo yah.
lotsa stuffs happened!
went to alot of places!
did alot of things!
and yah!

=D

soooo yah.
i'm still alive!
too bad haters! hohoho!
love me. xD

sooo yah. byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

2011-02-17T00:10:00.001-08:00

GOODLUCK TO ME!

AND EVERYONE HAVING TESTS EXAMS AND SHITS.

BYEBYE!

short hair big balls.

2011-02-04T09:38:00.000-08:00

i look like girl seriously.
even my sis say so.
blehhhh =(

no wonder no girl want me.

sooo yea.
thats my short hair!
no one comes to my blog.!
so i can just post my short hair photo here! haha!

hmm..
CNY HAS BEEN BORING!
i just came back from soccer.
it beats stayin home.
haishhh.
family internal conflicts = not much relatives.

sucksss lah!
and only got 1 cousin.
and is a guy.
not hot girl.
suckkksss also.

ooohh wells.
angbao money not muchs.
but i ate alot!
its good and bad.
bad = fat
good = shiokness!

haha! i love eating.

oohh!
finally got a band.
with ryan ridhwan adam roy.
niceee!
cant wait to jam with them.
i wonder how it'll be like.
and they gonna put me lead guitarist.
i suck lah. so sad.
i rather rythm.
no pressure. just play the stuffs.
i cant solo.
i think. heh.

hmmm..
sooo yah.
exams are near.
sheeshhh.
gotta study hard aft cny.
jiayous!

and i gotta jiayous!
in gettin you. hohohoh.
=D

eve of cny.

2011-02-01T23:13:00.000-08:00

hellos.
just wanna update abit.

i cut my hair!
i think i look horrible.
but everyone says its okay.
some say nice.
fresh.
handsome.
wadeva shits. haha!

but yah.
nvm

sooo.
its the eve of CNY today!
which means dinner!
nice nice!
i gonna turn fat!
no soccer somemore this week.

hmmm..
soo yah.
i woke up late.
didnt go for IDS class.
shit lahhhh..
dunno how already. =(
me sad you know.
haishhhh.

sooo yah.
i got nth really to say uhh actually.
life has been the same.
sucks.
ooohh wells...
=(

byebye.

~~eugeneN~~

i want you.
you dunno.

no title.

2011-01-23T00:45:00.000-08:00

sometimes you just gotta dun care.

sometimes you just gotta care.

sometimes you dun feel like caring

but somehow you end up caring.

this is how fucked up life is.

i'm like ranting to myself over here.
sian one siol
i wish i have someone whom i can just rant to..
but that is hard to find.
cept for my bros .
but theres gotta be a limit.
cause i cant just go on ranting.
thats just plain stupid.

sooo .
life has been pretty okay.
bad.
good.
nth muchs.

lotsa hmwk and projects.
presentations too.
goin to sch.
wasting my life away.
i cant wait for the hols.
blaaaaa.

i'm so tired of everything.
girls are sooooo weird.
seriously.
haishhh.

i dun feel like typing le.
byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

hectic.

2011-01-14T08:48:00.000-08:00

well hello.
coming here to just type smth down.
cause its fri.

hmmm..
sooo i had a very weird week indeed.
sch.
been a fuckin ass.
lotsa work to chiong.
and exams are like 5weeks away.
thats 1 month to study.
lets buck up!
no more shitty results like last sem!
pull my GPA up to 3.2 at least this sem! =D

soo yeap.
then had my fair share of heartache.
always turns out this way.
i'm used to it.
sooo i'm quite okay lah actually.
just alil fucked up.
ooohh well!
if its not meant to be yours its not yours.

but i lost smth that never really was mine.
but it hurts.
=(

i'm strong. no worries.
heheh.

well..
sooo then yah.
i have to do my POA!
have presentation next week!
study MES!
study EHM!
make full use of my time!

ooohh did i mention?
my bro got job lobang!
at sentosa.
i think traffic usher or smth.
1.2 k or smth lidat aft 10days!
chinese new year period! \m/
i dun mind.
cause the money i'll be earning is evener more and better
than the money i'll be collecting. hehe

but need wait confirm first.
if get le i fuckin happy!
but the working time abit cui uhh.
8pm to 3am!
shagg one confirm next day.
somemore if got sch.
that one jialat.
but nvm!
i strong! xDD
hohoho

hmm.. then yah
once get that 1.2k i can enjoy abit le! =D
save up 1k.
200 go spend! YAY!
shopping.
eatting.
jamming!
HAPPY!
SO HOPEFULLY GET JOB!
ooohh and can get tix to JB concert!
if the leaked news is really true!
=DD

okayyy.
soooo.
i dun think i can anything more to type.
i guess.

oohh.
who want be my girlfriend? hahahaha!
just joking. xD

come come. talk to me.
i have alot prepaid now.
help me use up.
will expire one. =(
tyvm!
bye!

~~eugeneN~

2011-01-09T06:14:00.001-08:00

I JUST WANT TO SAY I DUN LIKE ONE WORD TEXT ! ! !
I DUN LIKE.

merry go round.

2011-01-07T08:53:00.000-08:00

why am i still blogggin here?
not your prob. hahahhaa!
jokin.

hmm.. soo yah.
its finally the end of the first sch week! phew!
lets refresh okay?
MON. PON. hahahahhahaa!
that was epic. first lesson of 2011 pon already.
GG! autocad just dunno how do!
anyhow do send in.

tues! MES! i went okay! i super goodboy. heheh
wed had IDS! make robot! okay only.
the robot need reproduce also right!
so i gave it a very IMPORTANT organ. HAHA!
its black somemore. longer. hahahahhahahaha

okay. its very dirty. xD

then THURS. S&W!
i just could not come and meet you.
in sucha sweaty disgusting dirty state. so sorry! =(

fri. which is TODAY!
i meant ytd. its past 12am. -_-
it was super sleepy i swear!
but i managed to get onto the shuttle bus! yay! free!
then yah.
all lessons damn sleepy.
then go home then soccer.
i swear i damnnnnnn paiseh lah!
i was like literally falling asleep while standing up lah! omf.
seriously damn cui.
shagggg like heckkk!

then yah. had soccer. and dinner with the guys.
and a walk to bpp and bus-ed home.

soo now here i am.
1am now.
wad to do?
guess i'm just gonna die .
BYE!

~~eugeneN~~
i wish you could be mine. no one else but mine.

it feels like deja vu.

2011-01-05T07:04:00.000-08:00

hey.
i'm not feeling that good.

its feels like dejavu all over again from 2years back.
confusing shit.
same like then.
affections. with no real assurances.
its confusing.

why am i always the one?
the one being in this kinda situation?
i just want a girl who loves me.
but they can be so confusing.

well.
i just hope you dun do wad she did to me then.
its a nightmare that caused a scar in me.
and i still rmb till now.

sooo.
i needa just.
i dunno.
i needa play soccer to clear me mind.
tmrw! and fri!

~~hobo~~

first day of sch. NOT

2011-01-03T07:44:00.000-08:00

I PON MY FIRST DAY OF SCH!
sad sad!
now i dunno how to do my autocad!
and i spent fuckin' 20bucks in 1day.
this is how i spend.

hmm.. sooo yah
first day pon already.
i hope yuxuan helped me to sign already.
or anyone else.
hmm hopefully!

sooo tmrw will be my first day.
like everyone else! hahaha!
back to sch for everyone. this sucks
i needa study hard for this term!
only 6weeks!
jiayoussss!
i can do it!
and then hols ! and then i can play earn money!

and nowwwww! i needa do my autocad!
byebye!

~~eugeneN~~
if only you would know. do you feel the same?

1/1/11 2011 bitches!

2010-12-31T09:04:00.000-08:00

hey bitches! its 2011!
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

there! for your 2011 ! FUCK. hahhahaha!
i'm evil. yes i am.
i'm not actually.
i needa be MORE EVIL!
>xD

anyways a happy new year to you!
its 2011!
and this blog has survived!
long enugh. hehe.

sooo yah.
just wanted to say a happy new year.
2010 recap!

its being a , lets say hardcore emotional year.
gone thru muchs stuffs!
likkkkeee.

results day.
putting in my choices for poly course.
working at the airshow.
working at cartel.
hermanoz.
knowing more people!
goin to poly for the first time.
knowing even more ppl!
then had all the fucked up shits happening.
where no money.
i gotta starve myself.
walking home everyday from NP.
being lonely.
no friends at times.
dunno where everyone went.
=( just thinking of all those made me sad.
but theres good stuffs too.
like i finally scored this year.
i assist this year.
i improved in terms of guitar and soccer skills.

but yea.
theres moreeee to the list!
but yea.
just wanna say.
gonna put all those behind me.
my memories.
and just start this new year fresh!

soooo yah.
2011!

i wanna get a new guitar. like wad i said last year. hahaha!
i wanna go JAPAN!
i wanna get better in guitar and soccer!
i wanna EATTTTTT EATTTTT EATTTTT MORE!
i wanna get a girlfriend! <3
i wanna freestyle rap!
i wanna get good results!
i wanna have more money!
i wanna have a GOODLIFE!
i'm gonna work on my island.

thats all.
i think.
shld be.
but i bet half of that i cant do it. hahahahaha!
jokes.

i'm sucha joke!
bye!
happy new year to you you you ! <3
but no one here. hahaha!

~~eugeneN~~

long awaited post! anyone?

2010-12-29T10:25:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
I'M GONNA DO THIS WHOLE POST IN CAPS! AHAHAHA!

SOOO BACK AFT ALONG WHILE!
BEEN NO CHANGES HERE!
CAUSE NO ONE COMES HERE! HEEEE

HMM..
SOOO CHRISTMAS PASTED.
AND I SPENT MY CHRISTMAS EVE WITH POLY FRIENDS.
okay wait. no more caps.

sooo yah.
had steamboat during christmas. -.- wts right. haha
but okay lah!
enjoyed.
at weikuan hse there steamboat and all.
gamble somemore.
vodka.
supper. beer.
watch movie in the room. slack then home.
we ton uhh. haha
then yah

but actual christmas day.
DID NOTHING!
seriously..
soo boring!
then yeahh

hmm..
ohya!
i had my eco camp like last week also.
quite okay.
just that soo lonely!
they all come in one whole class! sucks!
soo hard to make friend when everyone there knows each other!
and i'm like the only stranger! =(
butttt i still made friends lah. hahaha
i got to sleep in underwater world!
swear its a good experience ! ahha
was expecting some paranormal stuffs!
but dun have! =(
wad a letdown. ahaha

hmmm.. then yeah.
still got wad uhh?
oohhh!
gathering of phs and aes clique. haha
which is not everyone who went japan came.
usually only the usual me hean boonsheng and the girls
which also the usual ones. hhaha
had steamboat! again!
omf. ahhaa
and the steamboat not nice one! eeeeee
dun like lohhhh!
but oohh wells!

then photos photos. gift exchange!
i tio yvonne rocher. ahhaa!
=( i want something solid! like toys. ahha
nvm lah. haha
then home! aft all the photos and craziness. not really. heeee

still got wad huh?
hmmmm..
let me find some photos and upload it here uhh. haha

thats all. i'm lazy. ahahha
bye!

~~eugeneN~~

wadup?!?!

2010-12-17T10:18:00.000-08:00

wadup fucka out there!!!
this aint no rubbish!
fuck you allllll! =D

okay.
hi.
hello.

finally termbreak!
and i have the time to come here to blog okay!
cause no need study for CT le!
for now.
next year back to sch.
2nd term.
sian !

buuuttt!
now just slack!
do my guitar job.
50 every week.
nice only!

hahahha!

hmmm..
sooooo.
hermanoz not doin well!
wtf.
this team really like no hope only.
but ohhh wells!
wad to do.
everyweek match no training.
no physical.
how get better?
ohh wells!
i not capt. nth to say!

okay!
sooooo!
i just wanna say.
a hello.
and yah.
bye!

~~eugeneN~~

life goes on!

2010-11-29T08:22:00.000-08:00

well!
i'm not blogging as frequently as last time.
just lazy.
and busy.
and no mood to blog lah.
alot projects. and CT coming soon.
gotta study for it.
boringggg!

hmm.
well!
one thing!
sunday match went good!
at least for the team.
i think i did very badly! =(
we won overall!
8-2 for this match.
nice game HERMANOZ!

but!
i didnt score. sadlyyy...
was soooo wanting to score!
see everyone scoring like nth lidat!
i also want the actions!
dropping back down to get the ball.
but ! no!
it was just not mine for the taking!
=(

hmm..
but had an assist for hongteck to score.
and shots saved by keeper.
and far wide
damnnnn!
try harder next match!
i wanna play striker again!
shiok! no need defend!
even when i want to.
they just me to get out of there. ahahahaha!
sooo yea!
good! =D

well!
soooo train harder!
improve more!
SCORE MORE!
YES!

okay!
sooooooooo..
i dunno if i shld go to the camp..
gotta pay 25bucks thou..
damnn thats alot..
dunno if i shld..
mayb not..
haizzz,.
why life so hard?!
=(
miserable life.

anddddd..
wad more shld i type here?
hmm.
i love Jennette McCurdy? ahha =D <3
shes just so awesome! \m/

andddd.. yah.
i wanna do a real paranormal investigation!
like seriously!
start with AES!
good spot.

sooo.. yah.
for now.
i'm just studying.
playing my soccer.
guitar.
and yah.
projects and all.
cant wait for the term break.
go earn some cash.
and get myself a guitar.
ESP LTD!

and yea.
keep rocking guys and babes!
bye!

~~eugeneNakamura~~

sometimes you just gotta do it.

2010-11-19T09:52:00.000-08:00

well.. long time didnt blog le!
sooo yah.
finally rmb i had this blog.
and sooo yah.
decided to do this.

hmm.. sooo..
nth muchs abt this fucked up life of minee.
everyday the same.
wake up.
sch.
home.
slack.
well..
almost everyday.
except fri got soccer.sat got soccer.
at least i dun die from obesity! aahaha!

well...
soo yea.
sunday got match!
and..
i dunno if i'll play well not.
i hopefully do so!
not gonna let anything to demoralise me!
not gonna repeat it again.
dun want to.
stay high on spirit!
and do it!
score a goal !
i will!
HOPEFULLY!

okay!
sooo!
i have a confession !
i just LOVE JENNETTE McCURDY !!
shes just so lovely dun you think so ? =D ahahaa
but i'm not obsessed with her!
ahahaha

watching iCarly!
and its damn funny!
downloading season 2 at the moment!
nice!

and yah!
poa is actually not bad!
quite fun! just needa write ALOT!
but not bad! =D

and all the CT and projects coming soon!
siann!
next week shall start on all the projects le!
no more slacking!
and do some more studying!

sooo yea
thats all uhh..
nth more to type.
bye!
very sleepy!

~~eugeneN~~

you're beautiful

2010-11-04T07:14:00.000-07:00

well..
hellos!
posting more now.

sooo yahh..
its a hol tmrw! =D
no sch!
play soccer!
thats my life right now.
no sch = play soccer.
abit no life. but still got life. hahaa!

hmm..
soo yea.
today had IS lessons.
idea jumpstart was fun!
building that paper rollercoaster!
we had a bra coaster!
the 2funnels we made looks like bra and they were so close tgt. hahaa!
D36! ahahahaha!

hmm.. then yah.
our marble had a long ride!
14secs longest! woo!
then yah.
had s&w aft that!

did not have a good feeling initially..
but actually it was not that bad!
i thought they will be some ass.
but okay uhh. quite nice .
coach not bad also.
then yah!
girls from the C01 actually joined street soccer uhh! haha!
surprised!
and its that girl! hahaha! xD

ssoo yah.
street soccer not bad.
and i realise this.
i think i have anxiety attack.
quite a mild one.
always will have this nervous attack wheneva i like ..
how say? in situations like this uhh.
always like soccer situation.
playin against others.
start of a match.
or yah.
always will have ALOT of butterflies in my stomach.
then will feeling like vomitting and dizzy.
then vision not that good.
cant breathe well also.
always one.

thats wad happened today also.
but not that serious one today.
i played.. okay i think.
just all the loose pass and bad touches.
and the bad bad shot.
high ball passed to me.
first touch nice.
under pressure.
shoot. far wide. sian! ahha
but yahhh..
okay lah i think.

hmm.. then yah. home aftwards.
well.. thats all i did today. nth muchs one.

tmrw soccer!
but in the morning i shld finish up my interior design hmwk!
need draw a room.
sooo mahfan!
need follow fucking dimensions and all..
sian!
can go blind man!

well..
soo i think thats all for bloggin now..
dun feel like typing le.
sooo yah.
bye!

~~eugeneN~~

its been long!

2010-11-01T08:43:00.000-07:00

well hellos! first post aft sooooo long!
and its the first of november!

its already been the 2nd week of sch le!
been boring!
but had funny moments and crazy moments.
MASTER TAN! ahahha! jokes jokes!

soo yah.
but overall!
boring lectures.
boring times. sooo sleepy!
and s&w sport sucks! FML!
of all. street soccer.
lanjiao.. sian lahh.
thou i play soccer.
but i dun wanna be in that for s&w lah!
want smth else!
like tennis!
or volleyball!
sian!
nvm loh...
just go there own those ppl!
YUPS. haha

hmm..
then yahh.
everyday sian lah.
nth do.
go sch come home.
boring.
everybody like dun go out anywhere de..
so go home orh.
nth do.

i needa join another cca!
get more life aft sch!
and meet even more ppl!
lucky got BEGV!
i like goin for the events!
meet ppl.
get cca pts.
then quite okay.
soo yah! =D

hmm..
sooo now..
oohh! i found out habbo merged!
with all the uk us canada and all.
singapore also.
hardcore man!
now habbo all corrupted.
people having cybersex!

one thing abt cybersex.
a gay can pretend to be a girl and you are "fucking" a guy actually. hahaha!
jokes!
thats why!
never play cybersex! =D

sooo.. yea.
i dunno wad to say anymore...
ooh!
friday no sch! wooo!
which means!
early soccer!
and means we can end soccer earlier!
cause night so many ppl we dunno come!
esp that grp!
walao!
basket always come here play.
lanjiao..
sian one !

hmm..
soo then yah.
my eye ahh.
still blur blur vision.
but it seems like getting abit better.
hopefully will heal by next week..

well..
and know wad i want now?
i wanna oversea penpal!
soooooooo cool!
i think i'm gonna have one soon! =D
shall find one! hahaha!

and i needa have a electric guitar!
like seriously!
that classical is seriously CMI!
no hope already.
need smth better!
alot better!
ooohh and i needa get my drum sticks!
for that performance in nov i think.
wait.
its already november!
ohh shit!

hmm..
i wonder if the performance is still on..
hopefully so!
i wanna play in that show!
drummer! \m/!
hope dun screw up!
if screw up i will be damn paisehh uhh!
infront of a crowd.

well..
so then..
nth to do now..
i needa study .
shall study on sat and sun.
write notes for the new modules.
sooo when exams come i dun have to rush notes .
and can use the time to get stuffs into my head!

i dun wanna get a 2.6gpa anymore for next sem!
i want at least a 3.4!
i dunno why i cannot get a A man!
this sucks uhh!
lanjiaooooo.

soo yah.
FML!

bye!

life still sucks.

~~eugeneN~~

suicide.

2010-10-15T09:59:00.000-07:00

well.
i feel fucking fucked up now.
and everything is bottomed up inside me.
i have nowhere else to turn to.
the only place i can say everything out is on my fb .
and twitter.
but this leads to everyone seeing them.
sooo i've come to my blog.
where not many cares.
well nobody cares in the first place.

and i would like to say.
i aint tryin to get any fucking attention.
i aint tryin to get any sympathy from anyone.
i just wanna fucking say wad i feel.
cause this life just seriously fucking sucks.

i dunno where to begin.
but basically. it all starts from family.
this family sucks.
i dun have a proper family.
i always see friends with sucha nice family.
where the parents bother to care.
the parents gives allowance.
pay for lessons.
they cook or just put food on the table.
so you survive.

but wad do i get in this family?
no father.
actually is a father who fucking laze arnd doing nth.
and fooling with women.
and now he is out of my life.
but how i wish.
i always wish.
i had a dad.
a dad who cares.
a dad who loves.

and wad abt my mum?
she changed totally ever since my fucking dad gone.
its like a recoil.
she got rid of a fucking man.
and here comes a fucking woman.
she dun even cares if we have food to eat.
she borrows money and dun fucking return.
and in due time she just dun care anymore.
wtf.
seriously. wtf.

thisishowFUCKEDUPthisfamilyis.

i see everyone.
they dun even have to worry.
when they get home.
they have food.
they have the parents love they need.

me?
i have got nth.
no dad.
and a mum who dun cares abt out livelihood.

how i wish.

='(

i'm damn emotional noww. sheesh.
i'm thinking alot.
theres also more prob in my life.
but..

~~eugeneN~~

screwed up hair!! >=((

2010-10-12T01:40:00.000-07:00

i hate my hair now.
and i've decided!
to go cut it short once i get my pay!
shorter i meant.
cut like secondary sch days once again.
i cant stand my hair now.
damn ugly.
nabei that guy dunno how cut one!

cut till the sides so thick lidat.
then never help me thin down my hair.
i look like some girl.
butch.
serious.

gonna go trim it.
and grow my hair out again.
keep fringe. keep mullet.
short sides.
then rebong fringe. done.

soooo for now.
cut my hair shorter!
at a BETTER SALOON!
bad choice.
ooohh wells..

anyways.
life's not good in everyways.
dun ask.
cause i dunno too.

i need more money!
sis went overseas.
i cant get my pay!! siannn!
but i worked ytd and today.
sooo yah.
increasing money resources. haha!
jokes jokes.
and you owe me 300bucks!
return me!
sheeshhh.

so then..
tmrw got tour guide training!
i'm lazy to go.
but i'm still goin!
only half a day.
soo yah.
lunch somemore!
mac! =DD
thats the main reason why i signed up for it! ahhaa!
so cheapo lah! ahha

hmm..
then yah.
thurs mayb got steamboat dinner?
hopefully.
i wanna eat!
i'm sooo deprived of food.
and friday shld be usual soccer days.
i hope that guy dun come.
come then bring so many ppl come.
gao dao need so many teams then wait so long.
then team with all the solo kia.
jitao sian please!

and yyaahh!
and a shoutout to RACHAEL! hellos!

and ROYETTE! hey man! i'm damn lazy to tag your blog. hahaha!
goodlucks for O's!

and that brings me to giving goodlucks to everyone taking their exams!
EOY.
Nlevels.
Olevels.
Alevels? haha
but yah.
goodlucks guys and girls. =D

soo yah.
i'm always tempted to go steal at ntuc again.
but i resisted. and think of bad karma.
then i just walk past to int. ahahah!
well.
good job for having a strong mind! xD

soo for now.
wads my wish?
i want a guitar!
new a electric guitar.
jackson guitars. ESP,LTD
GIBSON SG!
i love lightweighted guitars.
=DD
but i dun have a electric.
i mean i do have one at home.
but its sooooo heavy!
and we dun have an amp.
and its my bro one. soo yeap.
wont you fulfill my wish?? haha
fat hope.
wait. i am fat!

okayyy.
i'm like talking to myself.
sheesshhh.
time to get a life.
play fifa.
HAHAHHA!
wad life??!?
shit..
i'm weird.
i wanna cut my hair.
next week.
most likely.
go back red hill there cut?
or mayb downstairs.
better than MRT STATIONS SALOON!

fuck! _l_
okay.
i shld stop talking to myself.
bye!

~~eugeneN~~

wad to do with this life? =/

2010-10-06T10:23:00.000-07:00

well hellos!
its been longggg since i blogged!
and guess wad i'm into recently??!!
the paranormal. yeap yeap!

hmm.. sooo
have been watching alot of ghost adventures!
and they are by far the best paranormal investigators!
so true and raw!
taunting the spirits, demons. to make they appear
to show themselves.
thats just proof.
proof that these stuffs exists!

and they lockdown inside a haunted building.
and start investigating.
damn cool!
3 guys only inside. no big crew.
thats just awesome yea?! ahah

and i wanna form a paranormal investigation crew.
ahaha how cool?!
and we gonna get lockdown inside old haunted buildings in singapore for a start.
then mayb to malaysia.
cooool!
only risk i scared is!
they follow me home! haha!
they will just destroy your life.
which is baddddd!

soo yah.
but i still wanna do this.
start off with normal camsss.
and a crew.
of mayb 4 or lesser.
max only 4. dun want soooo many!
soo yah!
getting ppl to join me! =D

then mayb aft we have enugh money.
get some other equipments.
EVPs? EMF detector.
and that cooooool word database thingy!
love that gadget!
so darn cool!
you gotta watch ghost adventures to understand man! ahha

sooo..
now less of that paranormal stuffs.
and talk abit of wads been goin on.
in my life.
okay.
basically nth muchs. ahha!
plain slacking everyday ! EVERYDAY!
and soccer on fri and sat.
nth muchs!

but next week wed!
i have a event on!
wooo!
i'm not that excited actually.
i'm scared i'll be some loner. haha
siann!
cause i know nobody muchs at this cca thingy.
hope it'll be good.
make some new friends! ahha

well..
sooo then.
i have loads of dreams.
and its hard to achieve alot of them.
hopefully i do one day!
being a chef.
having my own shop/restaurant.
have my band running and going playing music.
and now.
paranormal investigations crew.
and my BIGGEST DREAM.
having my own Island.
i've said that many times. ahha !
sooo yeap!

hmm..
wad to type now??
i dunno. hahahah!

know wad i need right now??
love.

BYE.

~~eugeneN~~

i have nothing to lose if i died right now.

2010-09-27T11:31:00.000-07:00

well..
i feel fucked up.
i dunno wad the fuck is wrong.
just fucked up.

shit everything.
i hate my life.
nothing is goin well.

i'm wasting life away.
no motivations in life.
no nothing in life.
i have nothing important.
nothing to treasure.
i can just leave this world now.
and have no regrets.

i'm a emo loner .
thats right.
thats wad i am.
and i like it.

and i need something to motivate me.
i need some kinda counselling.
or mayb just someone to talk to.
you know.
sims has needs.
social needs.
i need that too.
i needa talk to someone.
well.
but theres no one.

FML.

everything is so dead now.
i hope the world gets infested with zombies!
everyone turns to zombie!
i'll be fighting zombies! YAY!
so fun!
and the whole world mine!
cause everyone is a infested!
nice.

i like being alone.
but not too muchs.
i need social needs.

bye!

~~eugeneN~~

i really need a damn life!

2010-09-21T10:51:00.000-07:00

well.
saw that my last post was last week.
soooo decided to just do a little update here.

hmm..
soo anyways .
hols now.
and its soo fucking boring!
nth to do everyday!
for once i would rather go sch!
sooo bored!

then yah.
everyday at home doin nth!
slack arnd.
play pes.
watch videos.
sleep at 5am.
wake up 2pm.
screwed up routine now.

really need a life!
need smth to do!
soo i have decided on smth!
shall run everyday!
but i doubt i'll keep to it. hahaha!
too lazy also!
fucked up life.

well..
now.
i'm lookin forward to nth.
everyday wake up.
nth to look forward to.
theres no motivation in life.
i just dunno wad to do with it.
hmm..
i really need a plan.
i wanna cook.
i wanna be a chef!
well.
just havin my own store.
selling food i cook!
how cool!

well.
keep dreaming!

fuck it.
dunno wad to type le.
i just wanna faster finish my sims 3 ambitions download!
then see if it can install with my sims 3.
hopefully sooo!

aft sims 3 ambitions.
mayb downloading world adventures too.
and then yah.
play.

wad a life i have.
really.
fucked up.
dun feel like living.
wanna die.
somebody kill me.
hope i die in my sleep.
i dun mind.
i have nth to look forward to.
no one to love.
i have no regrets if i die.

peace out.

~~eugeneN~~

2010-09-17T10:37:00.000-07:00

my hair looks like shit right here!

biker gang! i like this photo! ahha

and of course! i like this photo best!
very nice!
cant see my eyes one! ahahha!

soo then.
yah those are the photos.
from the outing to ktv and east coast.
how cool! ahhaha

hmm..
sooo today had fico!
no time to cut my hair in the morning.
then went there.
and guess wad.
my hairband snapped into half.
basket.
played with my vision blurred by the hairssss!
sooo irritating!

goin for a cut tmrw morning!
thats if i manages to wake up early enugh tmrw!
cut le go soccer training.

hmm..
fico today.
not bad.
quite good.
my touches still sucks.
passes sucks.
shots sucks.
i suck.
i cant play.
thats the main pt.
trying to up my game.
tryin to improve.

hmm..
then yah.
aft that
went to fir hse!
for some hariraya visiting!
his family is lovely.
very nice ppl!
food was dope!
very nice!
and eat till damn full!
now still damn full!
can you imagine?! ahha

then yah.
watched white chicks there.
funny show.
then yah . talked talked here here.
then home!
went to int take 963 home.

ooohh one thing i gotta say!
i'm gettin stares from ppl.
cause of my hair.
i think.
but i'm very right abt stares from ppl!
see my hair.
covering my eyes.
very UNCOMMON meh?
sooo nice to stare?
but yah.
ppl keep look at me like got prob lidat.
my hair lah please.
but if you girl.
look uhh. hahahah!
dun mind.
i'm just smile back at you. =D ahahhaha!

sooo yah.
thats all i wanna say.
tmrw training!
sian! very tired!
ankle hurts.
bye!

~~eugeneN~~

i'm still dreaming!

Outing with homies!

2010-09-16T08:53:00.001-07:00

well hellos!
gotta update!
abt the outing and life.
soooo.. yah!

hmm..
firstly !
is tues outing !
with grace aizhen yvonne hean and pang.
wastedd that boonsheng cannot come!
exams exams.
sp laoya. hahaha!

anyways .
back to the point.
went to katong shopping centre!
sing karaoke there! ahah
fun!
and cheap there also!
very good!
sing sing sing! fun!
i like!
i like mic hogger!
all the songs also want sing. haha!

then aft that .
east coast!
went there to cycle!
and take photos here there.
my hair flying back!
like lion mane! haha!
damn cool!
then yah!
all the photos with grace.
hope she uploads them soooon!
i wanna grab them!
nice only!

then yah!
dinner at some jap restaurant.
not bad uhh.
my drink 1buck gone so fast.
then food . not bad.
beef terriyaki don.
not filling to me.
but okay lah.
i like yvonne cap!
i want get a cap.
but like those.
ermm. dunno how say.
not those ahbengs and mats wear those.
i want like.
wad bboys wear.
those nicer.

sooo yah.
aft dinner went to.
dunno wads the shoppin centre called.
walked arnd.
go giant.
shop shop .
then yah.
bused home with pang.
he took cab when reached my hse. haha! jokes!

sooo yah!
one of the best outing we had!
i like !
everyone enjoyed also.
nice!
=DD

sooo then yah.
had a good time!
cant wait for our next outing!
i hope we stay tgt and dun forget each other in the future. =D

hmm..
then ytd.
went to west mall.
aft jeremy exam.
say want watch movie.
meet up with roy and jeremy there.
in the end.
late.
no good movies.
sooo decided not to watch.
went mac.
and just talk.
BAND!
FIRETRUCK!
woo! this is serious shit!
i'm takin it serious!
we just need recruit val to be our drummer!
and need a volx.
done!
we have a band.
got manager also - jeremy. hahaha
pro!
set to go!

hmm.. then yah.
today had work.
sooo boring and sleepy!
took my own sweet time to get things done.
keep goin toilet slack there. hahha!
so sian!

then tmrw!
FICO!
but i cutting my hair in the morning first.
get it cut.
go fico !
woo!
i wonder how i'll look aft i cut my hair.
not muchs diff i think.
just short abit .

sooo then yah.
i dun wanna type anymore.
time to go off!
and play pes! ahha
team too pro! xDD

byebyes!

photos from the outing will be up.
aft grace uploadssss them! hehe

~~eugeneN~~

if only.

i'm not gonna be santa this year.
i need love!

making no sense of this life.

2010-09-11T23:39:00.000-07:00

well.
sooo.
i just got up.
and i just thought i had to update this thing

yah.
sooo.
exams over.
nth do.
sooo slack now.
asking my sis for work .
hope there is .
mayb 2days a week bah.
sustain my money in the bank.

and yah.
sat had no soccer.
thought have.
in the end dun have.
soo then yah.
ashvin mum cooked for us again!
very nice his mum.
we didnt even say we goin she just cook.
and food was great.

hmm..
then soo yah
i dunno wad to say le.
i need to get rich.
i need a new life.
i need lotsa things in life.
but i dun get them.
BYE

~~eugeneN~~

your world is my world.

2010-09-09T11:07:00.000-07:00

hey yo!
sooo wadup?

came here in the middle of the night to blog.
its like 2am now.
whoa whoa whoa!
been sleeping sooo late.
like normal routine already.
sleep late.
i dun like to sleep early.
its just weird.

unless..
if i have my own room.
if i got own room i may just sleep early.
or i can just dun sleep at all! xDD

sooo anyways!
exams over bitches! wooo!
whos happy for me?!?
okay lah . no one.

sooo means i have hols already!
as in officially!
no need touch any books for like !
1month plus.
shiok bo?!?! hahahah
and means!
more slacking!
but gonna continue work at sis place.
ask here if got stuffs not.
then yah.
arnd 45bucks a day from 10am to 6pm.
okay mah.
also nnot say need travel till super far.
i dun mind!

got money can le!
this cash can help me survive!
and get a guitar! =DD

hmm..
sooo anyways.
aft my last paper.
which was on wed.
had kbox session with poly friends.
fun!
sing sing sing!
and they danced to korean songs. haha!
hilarious shit!
ooohh wells! i dun listen korean song!
sooo i dunno wad songs were those. haha
and yah.
guess the first song i choose!
JUSTIN BIEBER one time! ahahha!
i like that song!
nice!

i figured out the song on guitars and can play le.
soo easy. 2chords. capo 5.
no kick. hahaha!
i sounds sooo corky.
but anyone who plays guitar will say the same thing!

sooo then yah.
aft kbox.
soccer with the usuals.
i still sucksss!
like seriously!
but learnt a thing or 2 from ryan.
abt how to defend!
nice!
now i can see when defending! aaahha

sooo then yah.
just now went to clarke quay.
sooo many ppl!
siao one.
sooo crowded!
but yah.
see girls uhh. ahhaha!
as usual.
go anywhere. girls.
\m/!

then yah. homed.
walk from clementi.
scary shit.
keep thinkin that there will be xtra shadow.
you know.

hmm.. sooo then yah.
tmrw soccer again.
sat soccer again.
how hardcore can this get?!
even more hardcore! =D

byebyes!

~~eugeneN~~

if only. if only. if only.
your world is my world.

wadeva shit now.

2010-09-06T10:06:00.000-07:00

hey!
just want to say.
i'm screwed for this 2 papers on tues and wed.
TEC and ELS.
screwed.
i dun think i'm gettin A anymore.
esp TEC!
tec cannot score. dunnowhy!
wellwellwell...

sooo then.
yah!
finish the 2 papers.
and then yah!
slack slack slack !

and sooo.
got a new game.
damn fun!
i like! =DD

hmm..
oohh !
did i mention?!?
found a lizard frozen alive in the freezer!
fucking sick!
but cool also!
the lizard coverd in ice particles.
stone. ahahha!
cooool!

and i'm confirm cutting my hair by this week!
no more procrastination!
time to get a cut.
toooooo long! i dun like le.
gettin back that bieber mob hairstyle.
yah. soooo =D
see how it goes.

and yah!
byes!
needa go off.
tmrw exams.
wish me lucks! =D

~~eugeneN~~

if only i could rewind time..

wasting life away.

2010-09-03T10:13:00.000-07:00

well.
came here for a little ranting.

anyways.
i feel fucked up.
and i cant do anything.
i'm a loser.
i suck at everything.
pathetic asshole.

i have a fucked up family.
i have a fucked up life.

confidence at an all time low now.
feel soooo shit.
i feel like i'm just a substitute to everyone.
to everything.
i'm 2nd to everything and everyone.
i'm nothing.

well.
life still goes on.
with my heart.
filled with anger.
filled with hatred.
for this family.
esp mum.
i hate you mum.
seriously.
go get a job.
a proper job.
_l_
FIRETRUCK.

and tmrw theres a match.
more exact. lata on at 10am.
practice match?
with those bunch of KFC ppl.
gahh.
i'm gonna suck like shit in that match.
welll..
not confident with everything.
touches sucks.
passes sucks.
shots sucks.
stamina sucks.
i sucks.
period.

that says it all dun it?
well.
wad to do.

and i needa cut my hair.
mayb gonna go cut it on sunday.
get back that bieber hairstyle.
too long already hair.

hmmss..
sooo now.
gonna go study.
exams next week on tues and wed mornings.
hope i dun screw them up.
thou i have a feeling i'll.
soooo.. see how it goes.
aft exams dun think.
holidays for 6 weeks.
time for some ______.
i dunno wad.
=/

okay lah.
byes.
i'm a emokid.
i'm an introvert.
byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

2010-08-31T08:49:00.001-07:00

I LIKE YUXUAN HAIR!!

MS TANNNN!! haha been sooo long!

MR ONGGGG!! haha! keep talking abt sec3 when he cut my hair. =/
anyways i look FUCKING SHORT here. =(((

Ms SEEEEEETTT!! aiya! this photo cannot see her tummy!
but yah! she say due in oct ! ahha sooo cooool!

well!
hellos!
i forgt take photo with MS BHAVANI! damnnnn.

sooo yah! teachers day!
went back AES!
watched performances.
catch up with everyone!
MARYANNE sang!
coooool!
with rachael!
ahaha left an impression in me!
i like! =DD

hmm.. then yah!
catch up with teachers!
and friends!
miss those times!
i miss sec sch days.
well..
life has to go onnnn right!
=((

anyways. yahhh.
sooo then aft all the catching up and all.
went to bpp with them all.
had pizza hut lunch.
paid bloody 9bucks.
ooohhh wells.
peng you yi chang. haha
then yah.
just slacked arnd.

then yah.
see see girls here there.
then this girl at daisoooo!
walao!
wasted lah. ahhaa! jokes!

nvm.
wellss then home!

thurs jeremy pang hse!
i'm goin !
no matter wad!
go there study.
lunch.
snacks.
play.
gym.
nice!

hmm....
still got wad uhh?
nth muchs.
i feel nostaglic or however you spell that damn word. now.

byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

i practically did not know wad to say when i saw you.
OMG. wtf uhh. sooo malu!

make a come back!

2010-08-29T08:59:00.001-07:00

hey hey.
soooo..
just an update.
had lots soccer.
studied my ass off at night always.
and had jamming today.

jamming sucked terribly!
could not stand it.
just damn stupid.
hate it.

and soccer.
lets just say.
not bad.
toes hurts!
stupid shoe.
not fit for soccer one.
cannot shoot when i wearing it.

thennn..
study.
next week exams!
i need to finish up 7chps !
siannnn! how ?!?!?!?
wadeva uhh!

hmm..
then..
nth le loh..
lazy blog.

anddd.
ooh got phone!
=D
can text. can call.

and lastly.
making a song for mr ong.
thou not gonna be in the vid..
not done yet.
too rush!
soo yah.

bye!

~~eugeneN~~

lose yourself.

2010-08-24T10:19:00.000-07:00

well.
just wanted to come here.
and pop a post for now.

anyhoos.
i just did my deferment ytd night when i came back.
went to woodlands lib with jeremy to get some studying done!
but.
not that effective.
done only 1chp!
aft that was all talks rubbish lepak and roy hse.

went to roy hse for lepak and dinner.
his mum cooked. soo yea.
had my dinner there.
lucky . or i go home no food.
cause really. went home and not a single shit on the table.
wtshit.
this family is fucked up.
well . not the family.
shld say.
this mum is fucked up.
hate this life right now.

no dinner again tonight.
i survived on bread ONLY today.
for the whole day no rice.
only bread with butter.
miserable but can .
at least it manages to "fill" my stomach.

sooo anyways.
have lotsa studying to do.
planning to finish up notes for ELS this week.
then TEC next week.
then the following weeks will be the 2 papers.
hope to quickly finish everything!
and just enjoy this hols!

and tmrw have work at sis place again!
well..
i'm kinda lazy to go..
but oohh wells.
for the 48bucks.
i'm goin!
hmmss..
LAZY!

also have to cut my hair!
its darn messy.
and UGLY! =/
i think it looks totally like shit now.
makes me look like some kinda drug addict.
wait.
is that wad i wanted?!?
ohh shuddap!
ahaha!

soo yea!
off to study.
sleep at 3am.
wake up at 8 or 9.
reach work at 10.
reach home at 7.
study at 12.
sleep at 5!
ahahaha!
wells!
byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

nth good ever happens.

2010-08-22T10:42:00.000-07:00

well hellos.
soo just to blog.
as i'm really bored now.
and theres a need to update this thing.

sooo..
alil abt wads happening.
it has been work work work from mon to wed!
then thurs fri no more.
and this week dun have to go le..
sooo yea..
i got myself 303bucks.
not bad for a packing job!
=D

hmm..
wells well.
sooo thurs.
wad did i do??
cannot rmb a single shit.
i think i stayed home.
yah. guess so..
slacked whole day! confirm!

friday.
went out for soccer in the evening.
was late.
no chance to play.
play a damn match which was sooo fast.
then some fucking fucktard go kicked the ball to dunno where.
then fucking shit he dun even bother looking for it.
nabei. go burn in hell douche!
soo had lepak session at coffeeshop and then home i go.

well..
then sat was just boring also.
home the whole day again!
till evening where i went to ashvin hse!
his hse like usual place now.
cool muchs.
not muchs to do there.
just play the guitars and piano.
sings.
watch soccer.
and EAT!
thats the most cool thing there!
EAT!
mother sooooo damn nice uhh.
always order pizza.
then no need pay one.
PRO!
love it! =DD
but sometimes abit weird uhh. hahaha

hmm..
then yea.
watch soccer there.
ooohh it was jeremy koo birthday. haha
then yah.
watch till 11.30pm i had to go.
catching last bus..
sian!
cannot finish whole match.
how i wish i still staying segar now.
can walk home from bp.
now west coast.
sian lah!

sooo then yah.
today sunday.
just fucked up.
everyday waking up soooo late!
then no food to eat.
shit hole.

anyways.
2 fucked up matches today!
singapore vs haiti first.
nabei!
haiti all fucking ass sial!
black idiots.
all diving and acting all sissy.
time wastings and all.
sheesh!
they really dun really shld be in the finals.
seriously.
dun like the way they play!
kaobei!
not happy.
blood boiling thruout the whole match!
soooo angry!
VERY ANGRY!

then yah.
thought manutd could win in their match.
come out 2-2 draw.
walao ehhs!
park played thou!
bonus!
but kena subbed.
and nani came on and had to miss the penalty.
which cost the victory.
wasted!
owen there he dun take.
wtf uhh!
dumbasses!
well..
wadeva uhh!

as long as wigan's not relegated at the end of the season.
I HAPPY LE!
=D

hmm..
sooooooooo..
its like 2am le.
i dun feel like sleeping.
but i guess i'm goin to sleep at 3am.
shld be.
or 2.30am.
shall not sleep soooo late.
wake up tmrw.
go to cc to reset singpass.
then defer my ns. haha!
tues last day.
shit muchs!
sooo lazy to reset.

hmm..
then yah.
i think i got phobia of the room door opening and closing at this timeing.
walao. like scary.
i always will look up.
hoping to see someone walk out. haha!
if no one i think alot le.
shit!
this hse not for me to stay man!

anyways.
i'm darn hungry.
i need smth to eat.
sheesh..
this hse nth eat one..
sian!

ooohhh wells.
goin off.
and i'm still sad that LIANE WONG. dun wanna add me! =((
if only.
all the if only possibilities in my life.

byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

talk to me wont you?

2010-08-17T07:20:00.000-07:00

well well well..
have been working at sis place.
soooo sian already!
everyday pack clothes.
weigh boxes.
carry boxes that weighs 20kg to 30kg.
in the same old room.
walao!
damn borin!

but for the sake of money!
i have to do it!
=D

sooo then.
theres a need to study!
but i'm just lazy!
and no mood aft i come back from work.
mayb during thurs and fri.
where i have my off.
sooo yea.
but i wanna go back aes!
miss the food!
miss the people!
lotsa teachers went off thou..
but still have teachers worth me visiting!
haha

hmm..
sooo yea..
i wanna write a song.
but i guess not.
i need a new guitar.
the classical just sounds VERY distasteful to me.
i dun like suzie anymore.
dun tell her thou!
i still needa play suzie! ahahahha! jokes jokes!

well..
sooo i'm gonna earn my cash.
buy an electric.
most probably IBANEZ!
aft which .
i'll work and save to get myself a takamine acoustic.
good huh? haha!

and yea.
not gettin an amp if theres no package with the guitar.
just get a pedal.
and the wire.
and a speakers for comp.
and voila!
can play le!
good good! =DD

sooo as you can see.
lotsa work and money and planning here.
HARDCORE!
needa study too. haha!
i dun wanna fail the damn modules.
i dun wanna just pass too!
i wanna get AD!
HARD! but i'll try you know!

ooohh.. and gettin prepaid when my money comes in.
sooo yea. keep an lookout for my num soon! xDD

well..
i guess thats abt it.
nth more to type here anymore.
just wasting my life away.
byes.

~~eugeneN~~

not wad i want.. not wad i need.

2010-08-14T09:58:00.000-07:00

well.. hellos.
sooo came here to blog abit.
just wanna update uhh.

hmm.. wells..
past few days has been work work work.
not bad uhh.
go there. pack clothes . then time past.
good money.
6bucks per hr. no need run here there.
no need see any fucked up customer face.
ppl there good.
sooo yea!
aircon also.
nice uhh.
just that can work till damn sian!
like too muchs to pack.. damn sian!
somemore whole day in the same room.
doing the same damn thing.
bloody sian i tell you!

hmm..
soo yea!
ytd was friday.
okay mayb not.
cause its 1am now..

friday!
work then went home.
aft that roy hse at night.
with jeremy.
sooo yea. goin there lost my way.
bloody fuck. haha
but yea. still found my way there!
slept at like 6am!
playing fifa!
then write song.
eat. guitar. youtube. blablabla.
all the stuffs you can do.

then sleep!
too tired.
like just fall asleep .

hmm..
so then had soccer.
and yea. got my shoes!
finally?
but i dun like white!
i want like black uhh..
but that dun have any colour le.
white is the most ugly among all the colours for the shoe..
kaobei..

then yea.
soccer.
i been having breathing probs..
dunno why!
cannot breathe!
cannot be stamina drop right??
not like i stopped exercising for dunno how many months..
hmm..
has it got smth to do with me only eating 1meal everyday??
dunno ehhs!
someone tell me?
cause really..
got prob breathing!

soo then yea.
buy food . ashvin hse with the guys.
watched the match there. and played some guitar.
then head home!

i almost missed my stop just now uhh!
lucky i woke up in time!
like stop at the busstop. then door close le.
lucky i fast! ahahha!
faster go press bell then go down!
lucky!
or i gotta walk le! damn sian one!

ooohh! and ryan told me abt some yamaha sale!
he bought his ibanez for 200plus!
and the original price is 400plus!
walao! shiok ehhs!
got sell drums also!
i wanna get one!
hmm.. get pay! buy guitat first thing!
NOT PAY PHONE BILL!
dun bother.
get more money first then can pay.
or i get prepaid!
dun mind that. ahha

hmm..
soo.
dunno wad to do tmrw..
most likely will be home..
do some studying for the exams then.
or just slack the whole day.
but gotta start studying for the 2exams on sept!

and know wad i need now??
some coke!
sheeshh! i need sweet drinks!
anyone?? =D

okay lah! dun want blog le!
i feel like cutting my hair.
cut some cool style.
okay lah! just saying. hahaha!
byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

call me when i'm rich and famous.

2010-08-11T07:59:00.000-07:00

hey! hey! hey!
wadeva!

okay!
i dun feel like bloggin le..
ahah! soooo!
byebye!

okay lah!
have been working this few days.
and also studying.
tmrw got tfm test! last test for the module!
then done!
yay!

hmm..
but still got TEC AND ELS exams!
sian! 40% ehhS ! cannot playplay!

wells..
work has been good.
earning my dough now.
not that bad a job.
abit tiring only.
all the moving stuffs here there.
standing the whole day.
but yea..
all the packing keeps me busy.
and 6hr passes fasts!

ooohh wellss..
guess i'm goin off now..
shall study and play a game or 2 of pes.

SLEEP BEFORE 3am!
ahaa! dun wanna encounter the ghostsss! =((

byes!

~~eugeneN~~

its haunted!

2010-08-09T08:14:00.000-07:00

well hellos.
many weird things happening.
as it draws near to the 7th month!
and the HELL GATES just opened!
i believe in this stuff..

hmm..
soo firstly i wanna talk abt the weird things that happened!
know wad?
everynight. 3am arnd there.
the room door would always open by itself.
and its everynight. i noticed..
then ytd night.
i decided to do a sort of test.
i went and close the door aft it opened.
know waD??
it creaked opened again..
on its own.
nabei i got goosebumps aft that.
and heart beating darn fast!
scared me lah!
but i didnt see anything..
i cannot see anything one. ahha
but yea..
that was scary.
but aft awhile i treat it like nth. haha!

hmm..
soo i'll be expecting lots more weird stuffs to happen as 7th month is here.
and also with my late nights.
confirm will experience alot stuffs!

sooo anyways..
back to normal stuffs..
gonna work at sis place.
hmm.. 6bucks per hr.
nice.
start tmrw!

and soo need sleep early..
start at 9.30am till all the way to 6pm!
sheeshh..
need prepare some sort of slacking entertainment. hahahaha!
and also !

need study for TFM test!
on thurs..
shucks!
i dunno how it'll be.
just hope dun get fail .
hopefully A! =DD
obviously everyone wants an A! ahha

hmm..
soooooo..
gonna go off.
byes!

~~eugeneN~~

i'm losing it.. someone?

2010-08-06T08:44:00.000-07:00

well well wells...
whole week didnt blog..
sooo yea.
come here to update abit.

apparently no one reads this anymores. haha!
except mayb a couple of you and some random passerbys ? i guess.
ooohh wells.

hmm..
sooo..
this week was full of pon sch, tests, presentation.
wells.. pon sch was good. hahahahha!
let me relax at home.
actually not.
i had to study for all the tests i had and preparation of presentation.

wellss.. tests were..
lets just say bad.
LCRM.
have no idea how to ans the 2 essay qns..
talk cock whole way thru.
and today had acoustics test.
well..
i dunno wad to say..
but shld be able to pass..
unless all the calculations wrong.
then..
die loh!
wadeva uhh..

hmm..
on thurs had formal presentation for IS.
it went well! =D
had to wear formal.
fuckin hot!
then yea..
its also the last IS!
and will miss everyone!
and the awesome MR KEITH! ahhaa
cool lecturer!
one of the best! =D

sooo yea.
he said i did excellent for this presentation!
and also my written got A!
sooo IS i think can A!
hopefully!
=DD

wellss..
tmrw sat.
which means SS!
but i got no mood for any soccer..
just now friday soccer..
also no mood to play..
sian loh!
hmmm..
so was thinkin mayb tmrw not goin.
see how it goess..

hmm..
then yeaa..
life have been pretty ..
lets say..
shit as usual?
yea..
sucks muchs..

oooh yea!
working this YOG hols.
at my sis workplace!
under her! 6bucks per hr!
=DD
its good to work under someone you know well..
not so much stress.
and dun have to see ppl face.
good!
dun like some boss.
nabei one. hahah!

hmm..
and next week got TFM test!
damn!
gotta study for it!
get A for TFM!
have a gpa of 3.7... this sem!
hopefully!

okay lah..
i dunno wad to type anymore..
hmm..
guess i'll just go eat my mac. hahaha!
byebyes!

~~eugeneN~~

if only..

girls plus soccer plus look not bad = HOT .

2010-07-31T08:31:00.000-07:00

well well wellss.
i gotta say that girl loook good!
HOT!
play soccer.
look not bad.
all this sums up to one word.
HOT!

ahahaha!
alrights..
soo just came home from soccer.
retarded shit.
bring boots intheend also no field!
bleh!
soooo went to cage .

SS!
\m/!
but i didnt play good.
shoes tear till cannot use.
cannot breathe for dunno wad &%E#$#@#@ reasonsss..
feel like vomitting.
walao!
i think cause didnt eat.
and also have been having late nights and early morninggs..
not enugh energy.

hmm..
wells.
i just bathed.
and eat.
ooohh..
and i needa study.
but i got no fucking mood to study..
sian ttm!

hmm..
mayb lata..
and fb is not loading!
gahhh!
and plurk can only work on my IE now..
mozilla not working with it..

and did i say this?
i think my childhood crush more chio now. haha
took the same lift as her when coming back.
think she damn chio!
gahhh.. shld have kept in contact with her..
ala.. that time move hse then no more talk.
aft so long come back.
see each other like weird le. haha
saded!

ooohh wells..
one day!
i'm gonna be weird and go up and just say hi. hahaha!
thats goonna be soooooo fucking weird lah.. ahha
wellls.. lets not do any stupid thing. hahaha!

sooo..
tmrw is sunday!
study!
i have to !
or else uhh..
i dunno how i'm gonna pass!

sooo..
noww..
i think i shld study too..
or sleep.
i feel tired..
hmm..
okay!
pes!
byes!

~~eugeneN~~

how i wish..

being emo is good!

2010-07-29T06:52:00.000-07:00

hey!
hellos!
harro!
hi!

ooohh wells.
sooo..
been days since i've blogged.
last post was like on sunday.
soo long le.
hmm..
soo yea.
decided to blog today..
cause apparently i still have no mood to study..
and also i dunno wad to do..
sheesh..

hmm..
soo then..
past few days were just like normal..
nth muchs..
mon no sch.
tues was just shit.
had presentation and i think was damn fucked up.
lecturer not even listening .
fuckin bastard.

then wed which is ytd.
i pon sch.
woke up and late le.
heck care dun go sch.
stayed home..
played zoo tycoon..
hardcore.
still could not get that 3 star..

then today had IS lesson..
just go there and improve on the slides we have.
hmm..
aft that went home.
and here i am now...

i'm bored.
i dun wanna study..
mayb tmrw..
very lazy to study..
and i have to study!
if i dun, confirm fail le!

and i cannot fail!
if not..
die!

hmm..
sooo..
i dunno wad to say le..
ooohh yea.
shit.
malaysia trip form.
hmm..
but if go malaysia means cannot work for 5 days..
thats 1week!
nah! dun go le uhh..
money more impt.

need money pay stuffs.
and get my life back on track.
oohh wells ..
thats abt it.
i'm lazy.

~~eugeneN~~

money plus girl. BEST.

2010-07-25T08:51:00.000-07:00

well hellos!
soooo wad am i gonna blog abt?
nth muchs actually..

soo well..
had hardcore socceer ytd.
really hardcore.
okay.. actually not that.
okay only. ahah
but its a whole day of it.

hmm..
yea.
street whole day.
first with hermanoz.
then with bryan kelvin all.
coool!
scored quite a couple of good goals.
i like. haha

but very pekcek playing with ___.
keep giving the ball like gahhhh!
dunno how say.
like anyhow one..
pekcek only.

hmm then yea.
aft allllll the soccer i went home.
bus 188!
ahah finally a direct bus.
=DD

then yea..
nth muchs le loh.

and today sunday.
wad do you think i did?
nth lah!
slacked!
but yea.
i did some studies.
did quiz.
and finish up assignments.
not bad at all.

and tmrw no sch yo! haha
woootts!
cause tec got elearning!
means no sch!
also la postponed!
and so no sch! woots!

and dunno if tues got presentation or not.
hmm..
just see how it goess..
so screwed..
and exams will be coming soon.
okay mayb not..
but still..
i like dun even understand alot of stuffs..
and i missed quite alot of lectures uhh..
so shit up man.
ooohh wells..
i'll do some selfstudy.
but thats if i dun procrastinate! haha
have been procrastinatin!
keep sayin will study but DIDNT!

shit up.
serious shit..
hmm..
sooo yea..
i really needa get serious!

ooohh.
and ytd i was reading thru my old blog's postss.
and alot of old memories came into my mind.
and i sorta miss those days.
but at the same time i dun want it.
but yea.
i gotta agree i love my 4 years of secondary sch life.
met great ppl.
have great friend.
do many crazy shits.
love it!

hmm..
and soo yea..
i dun have muchs to say..
have fun peeps!

~~eugeneN~~

i wish i was an orphan.

2010-07-23T09:14:00.000-07:00

well.
fuck it.
i still fucking hate you mum.
bitch.

nabei.
spoil my mood.
seriously hate YOU!
_l_!
i dun understand why i have this kinda mum.
why cant i just have a normal family?!?
i see other ppl families.
my friends' family.
have a perfect family.
dun have a useless dad.
dun have a fucked up mum.
why do i have both?
and useless dad is fucking gone.
ccb. FML!

really really hate this life right here.
i swear if i could, i would have run away from home!
but!
i think of the outcome.
and if i run away from home, where do i go?
i have no money.
CAUSE YOU FUCKING TOOK EVERYTHING!
and i also dun have anywhere to stay..
running away is a bad choice.
thats why i'm determined to get my own hse when i can.
and get the fuck out of here.
even better i'm gonna go overseas.
and not see YOU!
YES!

hmm..
soooo then .
lets not talk abt that fucking woman slut.

wellss.
today i pon sch!
yay to that!
ahahhaa!
wells..
i just dun feel like goin sch.
i dun think i missed out muchs?
ooohh wellss..
self study loh. haha

and then yea..
just practically slacked at home.
hmm..
and yea.
did tfm assignment...
and also chat and surf the net.
play pes.
blablabla.
life's a bore with fucks everywhere.

went for friday soccer.
totally fucked up once again.
seriously.
i think next friday i'm not gonna go for any soccer.
just stick to sat soccer.
friday i think i shld ask jeremy pang to lepak with me aft sch. haha
mayb go his hse for GYM!
yea! \m/!
his hse is crazy shit.
i gotta see his workout set. haha

ooohhh wells..
sooo then had laksa again.
i had it in the morning.
and i had it again just now.
crazy muchs!
i'm like a curry addict.
hahaha!
i just love it!
=D

then walked to bpp with jeremy and hean.
took 176.
during the bus trip.
thought of many stuffs..
if only..
haiz.. =((

why is my life so fucked up?

~~eugeneN~~

thinking back..

2010-07-21T07:20:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey!!
=DD
well..
i feel like bloggin ..
been days since i blogged.
so i shall blog today! =DD

hmmss..
check out those photos !
from japan trip from 2years ago.
miss those days!
and i miss that little girl!
if i didnt rmb wrongly its yui!
love her ! soo cute!
soo adorable! haha

wells..
and i also miss my host!
and that 1week i spent in japan.
wonderful trip there.
learnt alot. made alot friends.
love it!

hmmss..
soo ...
i have been thinkin abt the past.
and ..
i realised that..
many things are wad there are now..
because of many things.
but. i dun regret anything.
i dun.

okay.
i have no fucking idea wad i'm talkin abt!
i guess its just not me to have a emo post! HAHAH!
just no emo feel aye! haha

well well welllsss!
poly dayss..
hmm.. wad shld i say?
i think i shld say its gettin abit better.
=DD
except for the fact that theres loads of assignments, projects and fucking work!
but!
i love the fact that i've made good friends =D

ooohh!
junkai treated me to chicken chop. haha thks man!
now everyone knows i'm a poor chap.
shit. i didnt want anyone to know de!
but ooohh wells..
wad can i do? aha

and i realised that theres alot of internal conflicts in the class!
whoa!
not with me! haha
cause i'm like very heck care lidat uhh person.
soooo!
but yea.
wadeva! haha

ooohh!
HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY! =D
i saw ppl dressing up for the occasion today!
and its poly!
but theres not the atmosphere!
so diff from sec and pri sch!
where this day will be quite big!
with performances and also ethnic food! =DD
prata! sedap man!

hmm..
wells.
wad do i say now?
YOG coming!
which means hols!
but then gotta work!
for money!
and also gotta study!
for the final exam!
=((
FML! LIFESUCKS!

and tmrw got fucking test!
IS.. sian! write wad shit body and conclusion.
sian!
and then IS still got presentation.
shit man!
and we haven even got anything yet..
PMS is just the wrong topic.
all bible stuffs come out one!
how find??

hmm..
and nikki just asked me to use zingled.
and i'm using.
talkin to someone.
i'm not sure isit her.
of isit someone else?
i think its someels. haha!

alrights!
back to blog another day!
for now!
i needa do my work!

~~eugeneN~~

start of another week..

2010-07-18T08:50:00.000-07:00

hellos.
another day.
another start of a week.
sucksss!

wells..
mon approaching!
and means sch again!
dread goin sch.
sooo lazy!

hmmss..
and i have alot of quiz, projects, and lotsa works not done yet!
shitttt!!
soooo muchs to do!
and i have no idea where to start..
wish YOG hols come quickly!
well! time to work and then get some cash!
then ! enjoy again! =D

soooo then !
i dunno why i did this post today..
soo no life!
guess i too bored.
whole day at home..
didnt go queensway..
rain = sian!
wadeva orh..

was searching article for TEC project..
soooo hard to find relevant stuffs!
in the end got smth!
and i found out kraft bought over cadbury!
wooooo! sooo big news!
sad muchs!
prefer cadbury being on their own!
wadeva orh.

hmm.. ssooo..
wad now?
hmm..time to start on another quiz..
and tmrw must attend TEC lectures!
or die le lah!
ahaha

andddd!
i had this really weird dream ytd!
sheesh.
but it was really nice! but weird. xDD

~~eugeneN~~

how i wish..

sometimes i feel soooo...

2010-07-17T09:15:00.000-07:00

hellos.
does anyone read? ahha
cause you know.
my post all fucking wordy!
but! at least i press enter aft a sentence right!
see i so nice! haha xDD

okay! let me bathe first.
put this post on hold.
BE BACK!

hellos! again.
back from bathing!
i feel so freshed!
guess wad i did?!?!
SOCCER TODAY!
whole day! as usual!
soooo! field at yewtee.
stupid!
then got this impromtu match!
with this grp of ppl.
short to medium to tall also have.
white to yellow to brown to BLACK also have
ahahha!

sooo!
i SCORED 2 GOALS!
enugh said. haahaha!
jokin! i not so BHB okay!
well..
2nd was just tyco!
but first one? its a poacher goal!
smashed it into the net past the keeper! haha

okay!
so obviously we won!
if we lost that match uhh..
we dun need hermanoz anymore.
can just disband.
they so SHIT!
and it was not a good win.
its a bad one.
but a win is a win.
we just need to improve on it.

soooo..
then aft that went to cage.
for SS!
scored a few.
dunno how many le.
but i like my left outfoot shot!
damn nice!
can still rmb how the ball went in! (Y)!

i think i've improved!
=D
but not my muchs.
as i still suckssss!! =((
soo! TRAIN MORE!
PLAY MORE!
i dun care abt wad power status or wadeva shits.
i just wanna start in a match and play 90mins!
=D

sooo..
life..
its just fucked up.
seriouslyy..

just now walking to bp had good talk with jeremy.
abt stuffs here and there.
ahaha shared some stuffs with him.
and its cool. aha
need more this kinda talks.
i like. haha!

and 1 more thing!
i need a girl. fullstop.

~~eugeneN~~

i hate it when fucking plans are fucking cancelled.

2010-07-14T22:49:00.000-07:00

nabei ccb knn knns kaobei kaobu !
fucking pissed .
spoiled my mood.
really. seriously.

planned out le.
then you just had to spoil the mood.
like on alot of occasions.
_l_. cannot stand it.
fuck lah.

okay so.
i dunno wad now.
fuck it uhh.
dun talk abt it le.

anyways..
today no sch.
had plans but fucking spoil.
ahh said i wont talk abt it le.
blood boils.

mon to wed .
nth muchs.
walked home everyday.
losing weight.
i love!
well.
and mon i didnt go sch.
ahahah!
misseed a chunk of a chap.
die can le.
ooohh wellls!
fuck care. hahaha!

i cant wait for YOG hols!
not YOG. i think YOG damn lame.
seriously.
unless if i'm in it.
then it'll be a success!
ahaha! BHB!
wells. joking nia.
good luck to YOG-ians.
ahahaha!

hmm..
then aft that 3 or 4? weeks of hols.
1 week of exams!
sian lah!
hate exams.
hate studies.
soooo boring!
well..

oohh.
and this i gotta say.
sat actually got match.
say till like wah got match.
serious thing.
in the end?!
fucking cancelled also.
and i was excited for the match!
i was raring to play!
but fuck!
it got cancelled.
stupid opponents.
all fucking humji kia.
and i dun like that fucking fatass swear machine guy.
with that cock jiaobin face.
fuck yourself up gay.

okay.
so back to life.
life is nth to me.
i have nth in life.
wells..

i wanna buy an island.
thats my dream.
and also i wanna have my own store.
serious shits.
sooo!
wad i need to do is get rich.
i dunno how also.
rob bank uhh.
ahaha kahmun ask me to stop robbing banks. haha!
okay.

soooo..
today.
no more aes visit.
cause of some fuckup issue.
soo. back to games for today.
tmrw . till 5pm lessons.
i dunno if got ss tmrw not.
hmm..
hopefully have.
i wanna play.
and being home early on fri is so not normal!
ahaha!

sooo..
i dun really feel like blogging le..
i wanna get my food.
and then come back up watch some movies. hha
=D

~~eugeneN~~
fuck you.

sometimes i wish i'm not here.

2010-07-10T10:00:00.000-07:00

well hellos.
sooo i just came back from soccer today!
hardcore muchs!
ooohh!
wait . must talk abt friday first!

sooo fri.
sch in the morning till 3pm!
lepak with yuxuan jared and jinhui first.
then they eat. i look. haha as usual one!
hmm..
then meet jeremy pang. say bye to them.
lepak with pang.
and he start tellling me abt wad this girl blabla.
that girl blabla..
ahha!
wait for hean to finish his lesson.

then went to cck with hean.
go cage there play soccer!
play play.
some korean primary sch kids there.
we play with them.
this boy fucking sore loser.
win the ball from him he fucking step your leg hit your leg.
nabei! hate this kinda ppl.
have some sportsmanship please!
_l_

well..
then yea..
dinner.
and walk to bpp.
BUT!
i missed the last bus!
shit!
was damn sad!
even thou roy offered his hse.
well.. i wanna go home mah!
haha

but yea..
went roy hse.
bathe . then start the game!
ahaha! FIFA 2006!
i use wigan!
i won!! wooooooo!!
=DD

and then we co-op play!
win world cup!
siao one!
can win even thou we like left 9, 8 guys.
ahah! wooo!! hardcore!
play till laugh like siao!
then yea..
play till like 7pm?
ahah arnd there.
damn crazy!
then fell asleep.
woke up at 12!
shit!

then went home take boots and all.
bathe then go teck whye for soccer.
raining. sooo we had street.
DUN WANT MUDDY!
so street. haha
and i swear.
i just dun like.
ooohhh wells..

then aft everything.
go cage!
play with bryan kelvin them.
and theres alot other more ppl wanting to play.
we won!
my team! roy hongteck jeremy.
3 of us! won!
like winning streak! haha
cool huh! =DD
great game!
and i managed to score ! =DD

well then aft that.
had dinner! chicken rice!
sucks.
but well..
wad to do?? buy le. haha
then i walked back to bpp take 176 home.
and yea. here i am.

i damn sleepy.
nights!

~~eugeneN~~

friday to sat!

2010-07-08T06:29:00.000-07:00

woo! hellos!
soccer tmrw!
soccer on sat!
woooo! =D

ooohh wellss..
today class was boring!
before that did presentation..
sucks muchs.
sian!

then yea normal lesson.
funny as usual! when you have a joker lecturer! haha
then yeaa..
do work.
and i'm freaking tired!
soo sleepy uh!

well..
then off to home!

hmm..
tmrw is fri!
wooo! which means street tmrw!
woo!
and tmrw till 3pm only!
meeting pang at 4! to talk talk lepak.
then go soccer at cck aft that! ahha
wooo!
soccer soccer soccer!
i cannot wait man!

and then sat training!
did i say i have a few drills which could help the team??
so excited to share with the team!
ahaha
i hope it helps! xD
some passing drills.
physical, reactions.
then some finishing drills.
ahaha cool uhh! =DD

hmm..
and i just dl a game which is of my type!
i like! haha =D
fable!
good game! fun!
and i want diablo 3 soon! ahaha
=DD

okay lah..
nth to say le..
byebye!
i love you!
whoeva you are! hahaha xD

~~eugeneN~~

i need my dose of soccer.

2010-07-05T07:58:00.000-07:00

well..
hellos..
and i dun feel any good now..
feel fucked up..
sheeshh..

anyways..
today was late for an hr.
came into LT with ben. haha
he late also. same bus.
then yea..
sian! TEC.
then LA.
then TEC again!
then to BPP!

with the girls.
they went to get their lunch.
as usual.
i dun wanna waste money and dun wanna eat.
also no money to eat also.
well..
wadeva..

then yea..
walked to rayna hse.
actually they wanted to take bus one.
but!
i no money to take a bus..
and i felt so bad making them walk with me..
i'm okay walking alone know?
but ooohh wells..

then yea..
did the project and all..
i did the ppt slides.
as i felt so uesless in the grp!
sooo decided to do the ppt!
and voila!
its good! =D

hmm..
then had to go le.
and off i go to take a 176!
and then this ticket checker came onto the bus!
i put in a dollar and lucky the trip have not gone far yet.
or he would ask me to pay more!
lucky me!
and he fucking woke me up uhh!
i was sleeping!
ahaha!

then yea..
oohh!
the girls kept asking me eat.
ahhaa i refused.
muahahaha!
i'm trying to keep fit!
dun wanna get fat!
have to be in good conditions to play!
i wanna be in first 11!
i must! MUST!
i wanna PLAY!
dun BENCH me!
DUN!
=((
confirm bench uhh..
sian..
but oooh wells..
still gonna work hard to get into the team..
but too much wingers le lah.. sian.

hmm..
sooo tmrw will be a tuess..
and theres a trip to supreme court.
and we have to be in formal wear..
shitload.
i dun wanna goooo..
i have no mood..
and i need a break..
i'm shagged.
tired..
so mayb gonna pon tmrw..
pon 1time dun mean will affect the over gpa drastically..
so fuck care uhh!

but dunno uh..
tmrw wake up see how orh.

and!
i wanna set up a blogshop.
soooo..
mayb i'm gonna start a collection/donation drive.
donate your old stuffs to me!
like mayb old figurines and all.
then i'll sell them off.
not bad right this plan!
i like! =DD
shall make a plan and get mayb roy and jeremy to join me.
ahhaa! wooo!

alrights..
i dunno wad to say le..
i wanna sleep early today.
not enugh sleep..
feel so sleepyy..

and !
i'm having a sudden craving of COKE!
please god.
drop a coke bottle on me. hahhaha! xD

~~eugeneN~~

Mud and Determination and ANGER!

2010-07-04T09:46:00.000-07:00

hellos.
the time now is 12.47am.
and i dun wanna sleep.
i have no mood to sleep.
and i have no mood to go sch ..
sian!

wells..
soooo.. ytd soccer training was just very messy.
very fucked up!
seriously..
first..went to west view..
wait so long then the fucking guy sports council never came.
nabei!
we go back teck whye.
then there fucking muddy lah!
well..
just had to train on..

then..
started with some fucked up passing drill..
which was damn messy.
and then crossing shit.
when our pass already sucked.
then..
finally organised things up.
but still not that good..

field was fucked up.
MUDDY SHIT!
i ran thru the mud man.
was aft the long and high thru ball.
stupid mud make me sink into the ground i then lost my speed and timing ..
could not get that first touch!
and this happened ALOT of times!
seriously got damn pekcek and angry!
then dribble also like sooo shit! mud make the ball stuck there.
how move?!?!?!
siann..
worst training ever.

hope next sat conditions will be better!
i'm fighting to get into the first team.
i dun wanna be dropped.
i shall work harder.
play a more physical game.
and improve my touches and positionings.
and shots.
and my crosses.
and i shall play 90mins of football fun!
dear god.
please help me with this! =D

love football.
my life. my passion. togetther with music!

bye!
tmrw sch.

~~eugeneN~~

this is a discrimination!

great time!

2010-07-02T11:28:00.000-07:00

hellos hellos!
well..
i had a good time today!
except for the boring sch part! haha!

sooo!
woke up early in the morning for sch.
as usual! was late..
well.. couldnt bother much!
sooooo BORING the lesson can!
falling asleep loh!

then break and all..
and yea. practical was actually not bad today.
formed a whole circuit for our fluorescent lamp!
cooooool!
gotta fix wad earth wire live wire neutral wire.
alot of shits .
but yea.. cool!

hmm..
then went to atrium wait for hean.
damn long! haha
oooohh wellss..

then head to ashvin home!
for the main thing of today! =DD
i love it man!
party!!! ahha

had loads of food! YUM!
and the bee hoon his mum cooked was awesome!
i love it!
and we had pizza and chicken!
woooottss!
like shiok man!
not like. IT IS!
ahahahha! =DD

then we had jamming all over the hse.
then match start!
HOLLAND!!
wooo!! brazil scored first.
i celebrated the goal with the brazil side of the team. haha!
then!
holland scored twice to win the match!
i celebrated too! with the holland side. hahaha!
wooo!! damn high!
keep screaming like mad!!

then this guy kept pointing laser into the hse!
went to the window to threaten the guy! haha!
humji kia.
hide behind curtain nia.
come out lah! _l_

wells.
then yea.. i went home!
go take 963.
and i fucking missed my stop.. -.-"
go till NUH!
lucky not far away.
BUT! impossible to walk..
went to see other side busstoop.
and i'm lucky still got bus go back.
and voila!
i'm home BIATCH!
\m/

hmm..
sooo thats pretty much of today.
it'll be sat!
and means!
training for HERMANOZ!
wooots!
at west view!
i wanna be early tmrw!
i hope i can!
ahhaha! =DD

sooo..
nowww..
i'm gonna go off.
and play pes.
then off to sleep.
nights.

~~eugeneN~~

wtf muchs!

2010-06-29T07:49:00.000-07:00

hellos.
its the 2nd day of sch reopen.
and today was just sleepyyyyyy..

as i'm typing here now.
japan is goin into their penalty shootout!
and i'm fucking nervous now!
i dun want them to lose!
i want them to win !
GO JAPAN!
GANBARIMASU!

GOGOGO!!
okay.
back to match.
i'll leave this here.

post the final result here.
FUCK.
I FUCKING goin cry le.
BYE.

~~eugeneN~~

i'm unwanted. i'm invisible.

2010-06-26T10:28:00.000-07:00

no hellos today.
i feel fucked up tonight.
suckssss!! =((

haizz..
sooo today had soccer again.
play play play.
i felt soooo pissed off.
seriously.

then yea..
finished at arnd 7.
or 6plus?
cannot rmb.
team talk for dunno how llong.
then went get food and off to ashvin hse.
eat there.
watch south korea match.

and sucks!
2-1.
i emo liaoss.
=(((
its unlucky for korea.
haizz..
nvm.
JAPAN! please!
and USA!
please thrash uruguay!
i hate guays!
and japan will win paraguay!

sooo now..
i dunno wad to say le..
but..
i just wanna say.
my existence in this world is not impt .
thats all.
let me die please.
kill me god.

~~eugeneN~~

i learn smth new today! \m/

2010-06-24T06:00:00.000-07:00

hellos!
i did enjoyed myself today at the workshop! =DDD

well..
i went there and no ones there yet.
sooooo .. damn paiseh.
i wait till got someone reach. haha
then i go in..

and yeap!
all the slides and talks.
then finally can play!
make my own terrarium!
wooooo!! =DDD
fun ehhs!
yeap!
i wanna grow fungi in my terrarium also!
so i put wood inside it. haha!
=DDD

hmm..
then learn how to fold a grasshopper from coconut leave.
cooll ehhs! =DD
its complicated but not that hard.
i like this workshop!!
had lunch!
and yeap!
eat eat talk talk.

then yeap.
back to more folding.
and off i go home!

and they told me i'm the only yr 1 who went.
shit!
ahhaha!
but cool uhh.
not a wasted day.
i like! =DD
know more ppl le! cool!

hmm..
sooo yeap..
tmrw got training.
whoa!
3.30pm.
goin early. i think? ahha!
wellss..

anyways..
hols ending.
i hate this..
means back to sch..
sucks muchs!

i feel like quittin sch..
OKAY!
stop whining.
bye!

~~eugeneN~~

another day of life.

2010-06-22T08:38:00.000-07:00

well hellos .
whos here??
give me a shout out yo!
aahha

soooo anyways..
today was..
shld i say good?
nah!
i'll just say..
lidat orh. haha!

morning was raining!
went to rayna's hse.
jayne haifa and rafidah all there le..
sooo yea.
i'm the lastest. hahaha! =/

well anyways..
do project!
like nth muchs..
they keep having their girl talks.
i dun even know wad they saying..
then order pizza!
woots!
long time since i ate that..
sooo yeap.
her hse got cat.
scary shit.
dun like cat. hahaha!

hmm.. wells.
played her guitar.
i didnt know she had a guitar.
lucky i asked. hahaha!
hmm..
then yea. left at 3.30pm.
WALK TO CC HAVE SOCCER!!

soccer for dunno how many crazy hrs.
shiok!
i like!
i think i'm defending better now.
heading better.
but still sucks!
i suck.
no doubt abt that.

well..
soooo yea..
played till like dunno wad time.
i think 7plus.
frm like aftnoon.
hardcore siol! ahaha
then yea..
had dinner at lot1.
annndd yea...

walked to bp frm cck and then took bus home.
now i'm home.
and i'm shagged.
well ..
wtf muchs.
i hate my life.

hmm..
soooo yea.
i'm watching south korea match lata at 2.30am.
wish me luck.
in staying awake. haha!

byebyes!

~~eugeneN~~

theres no meaning in life for me anymore.

2010-06-21T07:20:00.000-07:00

well well well..
wads this post abt?
NOTHING.

i have nth in life anymore..
life sucks.
i hate life.
i hate my life.
i wanna quit school.
i wanna just go to some countryside.
and just stay there.
have a carefree life.
maybe just start a lawn mowing business.
andd earn quick bucks to survive..

BUT!
its impossible.. =((

well at least i have soccer.
had ss ytd !
i was freaking late.
stupid bus 30.
and 172.
nabei!

ooohh well..
sooo then i reached there they say they goin elsewhere to play..
went all the way to lam soon.
played there.
and sooooo..
till 10.
then go dinner.
and home!

OOOOHH!!
WE SAW DAWN!!
OMGGGG!!
THAT ACTRESS!
SHE IS SOOOOO FREAKING CHIO IN LIFEEEE!!
damn chio!
we keep starin. hahahhaaha! xDD

but!
didnt take photo with her.
cause ..
ahaha! i also dunno why.
bui gan.
ahahhaah!
and soooo sweaty aft soccer somemore.
well well well..
wasted chance.

hmm..
and yea..
today..
i practically slacked at home..
boring muchs!
but yea..
supposed to go out..
but i dun have any money to spenddd.. =((
thats why my life totally sucks now!

hate it..
i wanna go jump down from a tall building and just end my life.
or mayb someone just murder me can?
or bang me with a car.
in any case.
just kill me.
end my sufferings.

WAIT!
BUT I HAVEN HAD SEX!
i wanna fuck before i die. hahahahahha! xDD

jokes!
okay!
enugh with the nonsense.

byes.
i shall get famous.
and have a better life.

~~eugeneN~~

toy story 3, soccer and MORE soccer.

2010-06-19T08:56:00.000-07:00

harro!
ahhaha!
hellos!
i'm back!

soooooooo!!
many things!
in just like !
errr.. i think 2 days.
yea.
fri and sat.
lotsa things happened!

well..
first!
FRIDAY!

wad did i doooo?
went to queensway meet up with a few hermanoz.
goooo there see see soccer stuffs.
and yea! just hang out man!

aft that!
went to causeway with roy and jeremy.
to meet up with hongteck hean ellis ziying vanessa elin and hongteck cousins
to WATCH!
TOY STORY 3!!
woots!
unfortunatly!
ellis lost her laptop..
okay!
its a long long story!
we reach there they told us.
okay not they.
hongteck told me. hahaha!
yea..
crazzy muchs!
well..

but the movie still goes onnnnn!
soo went in for the movie.
which was COOl!
i like the movie! woots!
rate it 7.5/10!
spanish buzz! pro! haha
casanova already.
then yeap!
its 14bucks.
i haven pay hongteck yet..
not enugh money to pay him..
well his a good guy.
hahaha

hmm..
aft that went to police station report lost lappy.
and home!
nobody wanna eat..
fine loh.
i walked all the way back and take 963..
stupid muchs.
i could have just went home straight..

well anyways..
thats all for the friday! yeap!

anndd now SATURDAY!
soooo!
woke up today!
and lepak awhile.
used comp..
and !
head out for the match yo!

reach le!
and skip skip skip!
match time!
woots!
first time i play full half!
i like! =DD
thou i felt like puking!
i also dunno why..
stomach got prob..
feel like puking..
but ooohh wells!
i just tahan.

and i think i did not bad.
but still! SUCK.
bad touches and plays.
okay mayb some plays are good.
but yea..
i dun have that shooting mindset in me.
i'm like someone who pass only.
and lay for someone to shoot.

and i think the team shld play slower.
and keep the ball down.
stop pumping all the balls to the front.
cause its not working..
we need to play relax and keep it slow.
well..
but no one listens one lah.
so fuck care.
i just play. hahaha!

but i doubt next match i can play that long le..
soooo.. well..
wadeva le uhh..
=((

still! i'm happy.
BUT NOT FOR LONG!
as japan lost to fucking holland.
and its only 1-0..
stupid goal..
it would have been a draw loh!
japan were defending well!
=(((
spoil my mood!
btw we were watching at ashvin hse.
cool! i like his hse.
=DD just that no fan.
hot! but!
got world cup and guitar and piano.
pro le. hahah!

hmm..
and sooo yea..
went home..
and now i'm home.

ooohh.
thks ryan for that souvenior from malaysia.
i like it! =DD
HERMANOZZZZ!! love them! =DD

byebyes!

~~eugeneN~~

baby baby baby whooaa oohh!

2010-06-15T04:21:00.000-07:00

waddup!
back again yo. ahah

hmm..
well..
i suddenly lost the feel to blog..
ahaha! shit!

well anyways!
today i went to sch.
to do project with those 2 crazy girl.
siao one..
and wtf uhh..
np lib not opened!
wtf?!
like no notice anything..
just closed.
whoa!

and yea..
just do do do..
and yea.
aft that went home..

was deciding if shld go play soccer at cck..
but in the end!
nopes!
stay home..
cck too far..
i have to save bus fare for fri movie at woodlands.
ahaha!

well..
i have no idea wad to say le..
but yea!

JAPAN WON! 1-0! ytd!
shiok!! HONDA SCORES!
my new idol le! haha

ooooohh!
and now theres this creepy person..
like stalker. eww!

well ..
and!
peace out ppl!
loves ya! =D

~~eugeneN~~

south korea and japan!

2010-06-12T23:27:00.000-07:00

heylo yo ho!
i'm back aft 1whole week!
have not been bloggin regularly..
yea.
was busy uhh..

hmm..
sooo anyways ..
all the CTs are over!
yea!
means no need study. FOR NOW.
ahahaha!

well..
all the CTs not bad uhh..
can do one.
sooo i dun think i'll fail?? *cross-fingers*
well.. heck care uhh..

hmm..
sooooo then its holiday le!
annnd!
okay.
i shall start frm fri.
cause thats where the fun comes in yo! =DD
had soccer!
woottttss!
i likey!
we started street soccer early! with the usuals .
annnndd yeap!
fun shit !
play till siao!
and i finally scores a header!
shiok mannn!! i like!

hmm..
but then i blk a shot.
and i sprain my ankle..
now still injured..

but! BUT!
sat i still went for training with my injured ankle..
worth it thou!
had fun!
esp the long passing training!
i like!
thou everything i do damn straining to my ankle..
but just push myself!
i have to get better!
but ooohh wells..

sooooo yea..
aft training, world cup and macs! woots!
south korea won!
cmon man!
its gonna be their year!
and also japan!
i have not watch their match yet..
as its not their turn yet..
but i still think they'll perform ! =DD
trust me.

soo anyways..
i was thinking of coming home aft the match.
and then mayb watch dairy of a whimpy kid.
cause CHLOE GRACE MORETZ is in it! woots!
i like her! hahha
pro! =DD
HIT-GIRL!
xD

well soo then..
in the end ton at ashvin hse.
damn fun!
played the guitar.
jam with ashvin and roy!
dope!
ashvin piano is like !! WOOTS MAN!
damn pro!
and he know the chords scales and all that.
and can play frm ear.
swear its good!
i wanna play piano toooooo!!

hmmss..
sooo yea..
main purpose at his hse..
is world cup!
soo then watched all the matchs.
i drank whole 1.5litres green tea bottle!
i like!
and yea..
aft match wait till first bus timing.
then go busstop take bus home..

thats abt everything .
no need talk abt mon tues wed thurs one.
alll not fun one..
ahhahaha!

sooo thenn..
today is a sunday..
and i need a rest.
but who want go out also can! haha
i dun mind goin out! =DD

okay..
enugh of talkin.
i wanna stop le..
shall come back here ..
mayb in a few days time..
byes!

~~eugeneN~~

1 down! 2 more to go!

2010-06-08T08:27:00.000-07:00

heylo !
whos here?!

wells! anyways..
today 1 paper down!
yes!

TFM is down !
left ELS and TEC now!
on thurs aftnoon! and fri morning!
=DDDD

sooo i cannot wait for fri mannnn!!
CT over!
go gym!
go fico!
go fri SS!
shiok mansss!
=DDDD

soooo!!
tmrw no sch!
which means!
study day!
time for TEC hardcore-ness notes!
lucky i start ELS early.
now dun have to worry abt that for now.
on thurs morning read thru!
and wed night do some past yr papers.
shld be can le!
then fri !

TEC!
gonna chiong thru whole paper!
then get the funk out of the sch!
and off to hols!
ahahahahah!
sounds like i goin overseas or smth. hahaha!
but nopes!
just gonna go enjoy myself! haha!
=DDD

sooo anyways..
i've not started studyin today..
shit!
gonna do that lata at night!
yeap!

hmmmss..
soooo..
i dunno wad to say le..
i just know..
my life is not good.
okay!
thats the usual stuff. haha!
okay!
gone with the wind!
byes!

~~eugeneN~~

i cannot believe it.

2010-06-06T08:24:00.000-07:00

well..
here i am to blog again..
nnot in a good mood currently..
fuck it.

soooo anyways..
i went to limbang today..
and i thought all pangsehh chao le.
cause i went late.. =((
then i just dun care study alone loh..
in mac..

then aft that they all came.
=DD

hmm..
yea soo i finished up my ELS notes.
and yes! i have to start on TEC!
TFM you say??
well thatt..
i'll leave it to last min study. hahaha!
dun care muchs abt that..
and i think that one quite common sense..
sooo dun bother muchs!

hmm..
yea..
soo aft study.
went to lepak with roy.
he have the guitar with him.
play abit..
then went lot1 for KFC dinner!
yumss!
oooh sean came with us.
and yeap!
had good "talk"! ahhaaha!
nice one uhhh! =DDD

hmm.. then i mrt home.
and voila! i'm home.
and everything just sinksss in!
fuck man!
mum lied again.
AGAIN!
and my bro!
use the lappy for the whole day!
bet playin game instead of doin his work.
basket!

well..
life sucks.
i'm now left with 30bucks in my atm.
and i dun intend to pay the 300bucks le..
i'm gettin my 250bucks frm my lier mum first.
and get myself a 30buck prepaid.
FYI! i get 100bucks free for SMS! woots!
ahaha!

and i'm only gonna pay bill when i start working!
and gettin my money back.
yeap!
and for the time.
i'm gonna continue fasting in sch.
helps with losing weight too!
so i dun mind yo!

anyways..
tmrw i have no sch!
cause no papers tmrw!
soooo tmrw will be hardcore studies!
annnddd!
tonighy gonna study too!
but i'm watching soccer!
ENGLAND VS WORLD XI! !!!
woots! cant wait!
2.30am!

wells..
and i really wanna .....
guess.

~~eugeneN~~

you made me go speechless.

2010-06-05T09:30:00.000-07:00

well well well..
soooo wassup fellasss!

hmm..
anyways..
haven been bloggin very often now..
cause i dun see the pt in updatin soo much le..
but ooh wells..
i will still update onE!
but no one comes here to read.
well!
wadeva! haha

anyways..
today!
was tirinG!
seriously!
but anyways..
i was late for soccer trainin..
the bus trip is just fucking tiring uhh!

3bus straight!
and then walked all the way to the field.
i swear it was damn tiring uhh!
then yea...
reach le..
they all trainin le..
and the field is damn muddy!
but ooohh wells.
just play..

hmm..
soooo then yea..
train train.
and aft that lepak at some blk with the team yo.
play jugglin all that stuffs you do with the ball..
and yea!
till arnd 6plus??
they discussed abt the team formations and all..
and fuck!

why do i have to play striker?
why cant i ever get the position i want?..
haiz..
i guess cause i suck.
admit it.
well ..
i already admit it.
i suck at soccer.
i cant play.
i dun get the pos i wanna play.
i'm never in the first team.
i'm a fucktard.
now they wanna put me in.
in striker.
and that pos i just cant play.
well.
i'm sure.
i start.
few mins lata.
eugene. sub out.
well.
i never play long in any games.
even if i can last.
which i can.
life is unfair.
really unfair.

wells.
thats my feelin.
but i dun really tell anyone that.
know why?
cause i'm a nice guy.
i dun wanna start fight anything.
well. fuck it.
i dun care.

hmm..
i have to study for test still..
haiz..
tmrw shall be study day!
i'm gonna study!!!!
YES!

well..
sooo now..
i'll just surf the net.
BUT!
FB IS NOT LOADINGGGG!!
I AM SOOOO PEKCEK!!

stupid shit.
oooohh!
did i mention?
i have lotsa dreams to achieve!
=D
lets work towards them.

~~eugeneN~~

bad instead of good. =((

2010-06-02T07:28:00.000-07:00

hellos!
first thing first!
sry to ziying! haha
my phone line was downnnn uhh.. =((
could not hang out with y'all!
sooo sry!

hmm..
wells .
few days didnt blog.
i forgt to blog before 12am.
and also i had to study uh..
not much time this week...
i'm chionging for CT!

anyways!
i had LA CT on mon.
it was actually not that hard!
can do can do! =DDD

hmm..
then tues lessons was just lidat.
2hrs tutorial for TEC.
then 30mins of lecture for ELS..
then boardgames at lib.
FTW man! ahhaa!
played till 5pm again!
sooo shagged!
shadow hunter!
blokus!
fun ttm!
ahhaha

hmm..
then today!
its a wed!
and i went to sch as usuall.. -.-
yea..

sooo..
had all the usual lessons..
and yea..
vvery muchs the same..
boring life i lead.

BUT!
today i walked home from NP to west coast!
BEAT THAT!
ahahhaha!
it was actually not hardcore.
okay nia.
ahhaah! cause i've cycled frm west coast to further places.
hardcore muchs! ahhaa

well..
soo yea uhh..
thats abt it for now..
this week still haven end!
sooo sad!
i want it to end!
and also all the CT to end!
and off to hols i go! hahaha!

hmm..
i think i'm gonna switch over to prepaid soon..
dun wanna pay that much for line..
hmm.. i'll think abt it alittle more..

wells..
sooo now i'm still phoneless..
and it sucks.
okay actually not that muchs.
when phoneless i dun have to bother whos gonna msg me.
and i dun have to be unhappy.
over the fact that no one text me.
sooo yea..

on the other hand!
when i really need a phone..
i dun have!
and that sucks!
really suck!

hmm..
anyways..
life have been lidat loh.
nth muchs.
just one thing!
life sucks ttm!
seriously!

annnnndd!
why do i always have the bad ones!
why cant i have any good ones??
=(((
sucks lah!

bye!

~~eugeneN~~

somebody save meeee..

2010-05-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

well..
can anyone tell me why!?
WHY?!

anyways..
life sucks as usual..
and this 2weeks will be intensive man!
lots of studying to do!
i've an idea of how to study for TEC and ELS.
but i have no idea of how to study TFM..
this is bad..

TFM.
may seems easy..
but ..
too hardcore!
no notes..
i've no idea how study already..
sad..
well.
flunking that module already..

sooo..
today i stayed home whole day..
was supposed to go CNG with roy and nick was there too.
but in the end dun wanna go..
stay home.
study for LA.
see so guai!
ahahah!

but yea..
studied.
and used comp.
slack.
yea.. thats abt today..
boring..

sooo yea..
tmrw LA CT.
i've no confidence at all..
shall do wad i can.
yeap! =D
wish me lucks!

ooohh and also!
i wish those takin MT paper tmrw!
have a good paper!
and yea.
goodluck yo!
esp to my bro!
=DD

soooo..
now..
wad now?
sleep lah!
sian! have lectures in the morning..
then CT at 2pm..
fuck man!
die le lah!

hmm..
i feel like quittin sch..
well..
but i aint doin that..
thats crazy..

mayb all i need now in life..
is a little spark.
love?
mayb.
need love.
or mayb i just need more money.
yea!
money makes me happy!
like totally man!
spend all i want!
but love!
i want it too!
well..
wad could i ask for?
accept the life i have now..

soooo..
i bid my goodbye now.
nights.
and loves.

~~eugeneN~~

dun funk with me bitch!

2010-05-29T08:32:00.000-07:00

so so so!
hellos once again!
well..
wassup my peeps?!

hmm..
today is just damn tiring for me!
soooo..
yea..
slept soo late..
then wake up..
got aches.
and my ankle still hurts.
FML!
well..
i love the aches thou!
means gym works. haha!

okay..
then yea..
went to batok for street soccer.
with the usuals.
welll..
not bad..

yea..
then aft that they playin ruby and american football.
wanted to play.
but uneven lah.
sooo nvm orh..

hmm..
then yea..
went to bpp.
buy naked fish.
go some blk eat.
then go bpp with roy.
left the others.
then we saw GABRIEL!
long time!
ahhaa! catch up abit on life..
then yea..

saw evelyn and victoria again.
decided to hang out with them.
soo we went to lepak at roof garden.
talk talk.
and yea..
aft that went off.
=))

then yea..
home i am now..
gotta study!
tmrw shld be CNG!
i shall study there too!
no slackin!
mon!
LA! =(((
i'm scared!
shit!

byes!

and unfair!
denise is goin watch slash!!! =(((
i wanna go tooooo!! =(((((
fine!
shall work to watch slash!

~~eugeneN~~

when i look at you

2010-05-28T11:04:00.000-07:00

well well well..
a good morning to you!
its like 2.30am now.
FUCK!
i'm shaggeddddd..

hmm..
anyways!
today had a whole day of soccer!
and a weeee bit of gym. haha!

okay!
soooo..
gym at arnd 10plus.
that roy lah!
call him 3 times!
then he call me back at 9plus..
walao!
no time to work out..
practically wasted 1.50bucks for gymm..
well .. wadeva orh..

hmm..
then met up with kevin, keegan, denise, and ivan at lot1.
sooo and waited for that hean to come..
well..
then yea..
took a bus to fico!
woots!
i slept on the bus.
got woken up by kevin when reached.
fuck!
sooo tired! =((((

butttt oooh wells..
got down walk there!
sian!

then yea..
reach there shiok le lah!
we played for 2.5hrs! FTW!
played till siao!
soooooo shagged uhh!!
hmm.. then yea..
started to rain like hell man!
sooooo sian!
we ran in the rain to get to the busstop!
siao man!!
drenched like wet banana!
okay..
that dun sound right.. hahahhahaha! xDDDD

anyways..
thats not the pt.
pt is we're wet!

hmm.. then went to jurong pt to eat!
cannot even find a single atm!
go dbs atm..
guess wad?!
min withdrawal.
200bucks! WTF?!?!?!
thats insane my muddafucka!

welllss..
then hean lent me 10bucks first.
i still haven return..
cant get access to a atm yet..
tmrw uhh..

soo yea..
aft that.
went to teck whye.
friday night soccer!
i play keeper.
hean taught me to just chiong at the guy.
sooo i did that.
i saved the shot!
PRO! hahahaha!
shiok feelin man!
and yea..
made saves!
and lotsa lucky shits!
phew!

hmm..
then yea..
went to mac to find jeremy koo.
he wait 1hr for us. hahahah!
crazy muchs man!
but ooohh wells! aahaha!

then yea..
just lepak there.
talk talk.
then walk to bpp.

lepak there again.
and then took bus home.
and tell you wad!
i missed my stop again..
but this time can walk home one!
shiok !
and this freakin toad hop onto my feet.
FUCK!
shit ! the feelin is just sick! eeeeee!!

okay..
then aft a long long long long walk...
i finally reached home! =DD
soooo tired now..
my both leg ankle hurts!
sian!
and i've got scratches bruises and .. yea
alot shits.
sian!
okok..
i wanna sleepp..
very shagged!
nights!

~~eugeneN~~

guess who?

2010-05-27T06:20:00.000-07:00

yo!
guess wad?
i'm back to blog!
ahahaha!

hmm..
anyways..
just a good news!
i've got sims 3 and its playable already!
yay man!!
sooo happy!
but i'm still unhappy!
i waant more items in the gamE!! haha
oohhh wellss..

okay..
soooo..
today..
had IS test..
it was okay?
yea..
manage to do..
quite good. haha

then yea..
went home straight. haha!

well..
tmrw is FRIDAYYY!
guess wad?!
means gym + lotsa socceeeeeerrrrr!!
woots!
happy!
=DDDD

then means!
i gotta chiong studies tonight!
awwww..
well..
have to ..
and i will!

hmm..
sooo now..
i wanna go play sims 3 le! byebyes!

~~eugeneN~~

board games are tiring!

2010-05-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

hellos .
i know no one reads.
but well..
who cares ehhs?! ahaa!

hmm..
today only had 2hrs of tutorials..
aft that nth!
NTH!!
soo yea..
went to play board games with..
weikuan, huixin, yong sen, jared, benjamin, junhan and junkai
yea..
crazy muchs!
SHADOW HUNTER!
fun!

motto of how we play.
get rid of the girls first. hhaha
then we fight.
siao one! haha!
then play jenga.
this game like uno stacko.
just that just keep takin out..
well. haha
we play alot games till board and tired man!
and that monopoly..
boring!

okay mayb ..
dunno ehhs..
but playin with roy hongteck jeremy more fun!
=D
ahah

hmm..
sooo yea..
day was practically lidat..
i have to study for common test man!
=(((
i'm afraid of failin..
fail means needa retain!
=((
sucks muchs!

well...
so i'll be off to study!
ooohh one more thing!
tag me ehhs!
its so lifeless here! =(((((

byes.

~~eugeneN~~

gettin a life..

2010-05-24T08:08:00.000-07:00

okay..
back here once again..
i have nth to say..
but i just wanna blog.
know why?
cause i'm bored..

okay..
soooo..
i have to start my study le..
sian!
common test nearing..
i cant wait for hols!

hmm..
well..
today sch was just lidat..
very sleepyy...

oooohh!
thks to HAIFAAAAA! for the greentea!
much appreciated! =D

okay..
soo then yea..
i dunno wad to type le..
this whole post is pointless..
haha!

well..
theres no sch on fri!
yay! to that!
that makes fri a good day! confirm!
gym in the morning !
aft that.
mayb gonna go fico..
5bucks..
i'm still thinking abt it..

hmm..
well..
tmrw is tues already..
i just hope this week faster ends!
hmm..
ooohh!
thurs got test!
shit! scared..
IS test..
damnnn!
=(((

hmm..
and wed..
got NP STRINGS meeting!
i've decided to quit scc.
and join jacqueline at Np strings.
i think its a better choice!
at least this is doin smth more productive..
not like scc..
where everyweek..
just go there.
get into a grp.
and just come up with a random song and perform..
and it wastes my time HELLOS!
i wanna play solid stuffs!
and enter competitions!

hmm..
soo yea..
i've been playin DS on my lappy...
ahah! harvest moon.
pokemon..
all these uhh..
well..
i know!
and i'm currently downloadin sims3!
in the process.. very slow!
=((
i wanna faster play!!

alrights.
so study plan for this weekk..
thurs start my LA revision.
more notes writing!
and then..
fri hardcore working out and soccer.
then sat shld be more soccer!
and sun..
if nth on continue my revision..
yea..
thats the plan! =D

well..
plan ahead!
cannot fall behind..

but ooohh wells..
i dun wanna retain!
sooo not good!
if retain..
means i'll lose all my morale..
and i think i wont wanna study anymore..
go open my laksa chicken rice fusion store!!
woots!
big hit!
i think/hopes. haha!
wells..

sooo wad do i do now??
stop bloggin. haha!
retarded..
well..
but yea..
i wanna stop le..
lazy already!
byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

life is meaningless..

2010-05-23T05:31:00.000-07:00

well hellos.
no chinese bloggin today..
no mood ..

hmm..
sooo yea..
today had soccer match.
i'm latest to reach ..
well i also not starting the match..
soo heck uhh!

okay then yea..
match lidat orh..
i played abit..
i think i did not bad..
but yea..
nobody trust my abilities one lah..
no matter wad i do..
sooo yea..

aft match go eat at jurong east orh..
and home aft.

now.. i'm home..
and i'm feeling very moody now..
fuck man!!
ahhhhh!

well..
tmrw is mon..
sch!
sian! i have no mood for it..
life suckssss man!
=((((

okayyy..
i dun wish to type on anymore..
feel so depressed! someone talk to me.

~~eugeneN~~

大家好！

2010-05-22T10:31:00.000-07:00

你好！
我现在就要ｂｌｏｇ了！
我在用华文来ｂｌｏｇ！！
厉害吧？？！！

哈哈哈！！
我很喜欢用华文来ｔｙｐｅ！！
很好玩！　ｘＤ　
但有件事。。。
我的ｆｏｎｔ有点狠不同！
ｈｍｍ．．
我不管！
我就是要用华文来ｂｌｏｇ！

＝Ｄ

２１ｍａｙ！
是ｈｅａｎ的生日！
我们去他家楼下ｌｅｐａｋ！
然后喝啤酒！
但不好喝的！
我要ｊａｃｋＤａｎｉｅｌｓ！
那才好喝！

但我还是喝了一整罐！

然后就搭巴士回家。。
但！我ｍｉｓｓ我的ｓｔｏｐ。。
很远很远！
我就必须搭德士！
花了十一块！
真让我心痛！！　＝（（

ｈｍｍ．．
那现在就讲今天的事吧。。

今天我去limbang!
去谈team的formation。。
那就玩一下下soccer。。
然后他们全都走了！
我和roy和Jeremy一起去hongteck的家！！

到了那！就ya。。
我们玩monopoly！！
玩道SIAO！
啊哈哈啊哈哈哈！！
真好玩！

那然后就回家了！
我现在好累哦~~
但我要看soccer！
Bayern Munich vs inter Milan！
厉害！
一定要看！
不能不看的！
xD

wellwellwell。。
我不知要type什么了！
好烦哦！
我的生活。。
很多不愉快的事。。
我好想离开这里。。
真的很不快乐。。

ooohh！！
卓天我去GYM！
厉害吧！
我要train我的身体！
get壮！
哈哈哈哈！
我在做梦！xD
但！我真的是很很很很认真！
=D

好了啦。。
我没有什么要type了。。
所以。。我就blog到这了。。
再见！

~~eugeneN~~

FML!

2010-05-19T08:29:00.000-07:00

well.
life sucks as usual..
nth i can do..
just continue scrapping past everyday..
haizzz..

hmm..
so today had late class..
starts at 12pm. woots!
sooo yea.. still late anyways.
but yea..
lecturer nice. ahha!

then yea..
had all the bullshit lectures..
boring muchs!
then soo yea..
aft everything went for cca..
stupid shit..
i feel like quitting le loh!
sooo many ppl quit le..
i'm considering too..
mayb i'm gonna join NPstrings.
i think much better.
at least got competitions.
i think?? hmm..
but yea!
i rather that now..

well..
and then yea..
i dun wanna talk abt that.
shall skip.

hmm..
sooo now i'm home..
starved whole day in sch..
sian!
soo yea orh..
have not been eating whole day for like 1week or more le..
just go home find smth..
no money uhh..
no money take bus also le!
this is damn demoralising one loh!
and somemore i wanna grow one!
how can dun eat?!?
haiz.. well.. FML man!
this sucks!

okay..
soo yea..
who understands me??
no one..
=(
dun pity me.
i'll stay strong.
i'm eugeneN

~~eugeneN~~

staying strong.
for my future.

the last song.

2010-05-18T07:58:00.001-07:00

hellos..
once again..
i'm back!
lame! haha

well.. where the fuck did those words i typed go?!
ahh.. nvm..

hmm..
soo..
today late for 30mins!
tutorial.. yea..
i brought my lappy to sch today..
hmm.. soo heavy!
very sian orh!
well..
but yea..

then yea..
aft done with sch, went to meet up with them.
first meet koo.
he called me go eat.
i goin causeway meet ziying ellis roy hongteck nasrul.
so i asked him come eat there.
and yea.

reach there wait for roy come..
then we go eat first orh..
then they all came le..
went to buy tickets..
for the last song.
MILEY CYRUS!
okay.. i'm not a fan of hers. haha!
but yea..
the show is boring!
3.5/5!
bad!
i dun like..
except for some touching parts..
but yea..
i was sleeping part of the show..
suddenly the scene changed. haha!
sleepin.. ahha!

hmm.. yea
then aft that went home le loh..
took bus with ziying!
saw suk ho.
i didnt even know!
till ziying tell me..
how stupid..
and it was veery veryy awkward with sukho there. haha!
ziying lah!
talk cock only. haha!
hmm.. yea..
then keep laughing and talkin cock.
with ziying can keep laughin one..
i also dunno why. hmm..

well..
then yea..
she alight le.
then sukho alight.
then i alight at clementi.
walked home.. and yea..
now home le loh!

tmrw got cca..
need bring guitar..
i'm lazy to go for the cca..
so meaningless..
mayb wanna quit le ..
go join smth more adrenaline rushing..
this is sooo boring uhh!
everyweek do same thing..
compose a song..
walao!
come on lah!
at least like do smth else lah!
like mayb lessons on diff instruments..
haizz..
stupid!

hmm..
soo yea..
tmrw lesson at 12.
sooo mean!
i can sleep late!
anyways i'm gonna sleep late..
gonna chiong presentation and research for thurs IS lesson..
tmrw confirm no time!
cause got cca which drags till late!

but yea..
one thing i look forward to tmrw is _________.
well..
but like slowly fadin away..
mayb cause cannot text you..
then msn also not online one..
and then dun see you mucchss..
=(

well..
so yea.
tmrw!
=D

hmm..
okay..
time for me to chiong le!
bye yo!
back tmrw to post more.
yea..
i no life lah! hahaa! xD
need money.. =(

~~eugeneN~~

wad am i feeling inside me??

2010-05-17T08:48:00.000-07:00

hellos.
well..
no one comes here anymore..
its gone dead..

thats sooo sad.. =(
well..
dun care..

hmm...
i'm having this weird feeling in me..
=(
feel so uncomfortable!
haiz..
i also dunno why the heck am i feelin like this..
feel so depressed!
haiz.
someone talk to me??
well..
talk to me also i wont say anything..
cause i dun even know the cause..

well..
but i dun mind someone talkin to me..
call me.
dun msg me.
call! xD

today..
went to sch late like heck!
arnd 1hr late!
crazy muchs..
but yea..
TEC .. could not get anything into my head..
=( this is depressing..
die le lah..
exams how???

haiz.. i'm in a bad mood..
very fucked up..
not that angry fucked up..
but the one thats..
err how say??
dunno.. fuck.
but yea..

well..
and yea.
today..
aft everything..
went to take photo for project.
with huixin and zhengkai..
yea.. then they go sakae with weikuan and jinhui and yuxuan..
i went home orh..
no money lah!
13bucks for a sushi buffet..
i want go!
but .. no money..
cannot eat orh..
sad! =(

hmm..
tmrw goin causeway aft sch..
to meet ziying ellis hongteck nasrul roy and yea..
dunno got who le..
watching the last song!
woots!
not cause of the movie.
but cause i'm gonna be seeing them!
its being long!
except roy and hongteck. haha!
i see them everyweek. haha!
well..
yea..

sooo tmrw gonna be using money..
i have to find some way to get the cash..
or i can just die le loh!
=(

money money money..
everything money...
sian one leh!
this is so depressing!
hate it!
this life sucks!
no money.
no honey.
no nth.
sad..

i hate this life.

~~eugeneN~~

wad am i thinking?
you wont have the same feeling..

life sucks man!

2010-05-16T07:30:00.000-07:00

greetings!
well.. yea.. hellos.

hmm..
i just came back from cng.
with roy. and rachel.
yea.. went there lepak orh.
play guitar.
and yea..
just sing and bullshit orh..

well..
then yea..
started raining heavy!
like siao man!
hmm.. but ooh wells.
went home at arnd 9pm..
yea..
now i'm infront of the comp..

hmm..
my forehead hurts from all the headers ytd..
ouch!
but i think will be worth it!
next time can take headers le! woots!
=D
yea. and hmm..

now i'm soloing this project.
damn sian!
slackers in the grp.. sian de loh!
well..
nvm orh..
for my own grades . i'm doin it.
i dun wanna fail.
and i wanna get gpa 3.9!
cannot get super low! =(

hmm..
and yea..
i dunno wad to say le..
tmrw got sch!
which is damn sian !
i feel like pon !
but yea..
cannot lah!
econs lectures tmrw!
cannot pon uhh..
pon meanns die!
exams die!
everything dieeee!

hmm...
yea..
okay le lah.
i dun wanna type on le.
very no mood le.
my xin very luan!
=(

~~eugeneN~~

IMY!

tired tired tired.

2010-05-15T10:07:00.001-07:00

well!
once again..
i'm back!
yea..

blog having regular updates again.
told you i'm bloggin always.
ahaha!
yea..

okay..
so woke up at arnd 12 today..
then yea..
lepak awhile at home then went to soccer..
very tired ..
soccer at yewtee..
dun get it..
the training is just stupid.
i swear man!
and i dun like those guys man!
ask another team to play with us then they join them.
wtf man!
i want them out of the team man!
hate them!
think they so big lidat!

yea.
and they humji back out dun want match le..
humji kia!
then those guys also didnt come trainin.
aiya! just fuck off man!
we dun need you guys.
nabei! make my blood boil only!

hmm.. then yea..
aft that went to SS!
woo!
sian lah actually..
keep tio keeper.
damn sian de leh! walao!
hmm. but yea..
nvm uhh.. haha

well..
then dinner.
koo lent me money. haha
and yea..
risk at hongteck hse.
jeremy got ganged and in the end no more land.
ahhaa!
soo yea..
watch soccer.
fuckin chelshit won!
not good not good!
then yea.
home.
ahaa

soo now here i am..
postin..
well , i want my phone line back!
have to text quite a few ppl.
haiz.. life sucks ttm man!
no money..
well.. nvm orh..
just live everyday like lidat orh.. haha
standard one. ahhaa!
hmm..
yea.. then lidat orh..

then now during break i dun eat one.
with the excuse i dun wanna eat and diet. haha!
but actual fact?
i have no money...
=(
i'm feelin miserable..
but oooh wells..
wad can i do??
go work meh??
how??
no time..
loading with projects!
and exams..
want die only.. =(

hmm..
so then..
this is abt it orh..
well..
nth more to say..
tmrw goin to cng i guess..
doin covers and then yea.
YOUTUBE STAR! FTW!
ahaha! dream big.
i wanna be a star.
and then earn big bucks.
that'll be cool! =D
make me a star.
give me a smile.
xD

~~eugeneN~~

a smile from you makes me smile.

caught me.

2010-05-14T09:27:00.000-07:00

well hellos . =D
okay. that was just corny.. haha!

anyways..
i'm back from soccer..
sooo tired!
and sweaty now.. hha!
just reached home..
then on comp le..
wanted to see if online not..
but nopes! =(

hmm..
well..
today's lessons were a bore.
so sleepy somemore!
then yea..
i think i shld bring my lappy to sch..
play games! haha!
well.. fun mah!
all playin L4D! i want play!
yea..

soo yea..
had soccer at teck whye.
shagged..
and yea..
tmrw got soccer agaain..
but not match!
humji!
opponents backed out..
wtf man!
hmm.. then yea..
training orh.
and aft that!
SS RESUMESSSS!
woots! finally! haha
expecting lotsa ppl!
cool yea! haha

okay..
soo i dunno wad to say anymore.
but yea..
this week was relatively good?
had a good birthday.
and yea.
laptop came.
and yea.. lotsa stuffs..
=D

bye!

~~eugeneN~~

do you?

tired and burnt.

2010-05-13T07:14:00.000-07:00

hellos fellow readers??
well..
i dunno how i'm feelin now..
sheesh..

well abt today first..
hmm.. went to sch in the morning ..
to do project one..
but that zhengkai late! darn.
then nvm orh..
lepak with huixin cheryl weikuan and jayne.
how cool? ahha!

hmm.. then yea..
went for IS class..
damn sleepy..
but lucky lecturer fun.
or confirm die le lah! haha

hmm..
well..
watch some video in class..
then give us another project..
walao!
die le lah! i dunno how le lah..
and yea..
very sian loh!
then i headed home aft that..

well..
my phone line is finally down le..
shit load man!
happy texting ..
but hell man!
suddenly barred me..
dang! cannot text her le..
shit!
well..
shes so busy anyways..
hmm..

ooohh wells..
i cant wait for tmrw night.
soccer FTW!
ahaha! but..
aft that i no money eat..
shit!
any good samaritan? ahha!
okay lah.. nvm..
just starve loh..
have been starving in sch also..
cause no money..
sian loh..
and my phone bill needa pay 300bucks..
waitin for mum to return me my money!!
then can pay le..
and then i have to get my tutor assignment soon!!
still haven got any info from mum yett... sian!

well..
i dunno wad to say le lah..
my mind is damn confused and messy now!
so much thing to do..
so much stuffs to think abt..
sooo fan!
sooo tired!
i wanna quit sch..
but no!
need my future!
and i'm not givin up !
or wad??
sweep floor meh?! ahha!
okay lah..

hmm..
soo yea..
i forgt wad i wanna type le..
shit! haha
hmm.. anyways..
doin nth much..
i dunno how to do my els work..
and all the projects, i have no idea how to start work on it..
dang man...

and now no table to do my work..
hate it!
i wanna go back to redhill man!
so much nnicer..
dun like stayin here.. =(
hmm.. nvm no one understands anyways.

well..
okay le lah..
i dun wanna blog le..
go youtube.
and msn orh.
fb also..
and!
find some research stuffs for the project loh.. hmm.

soo yea..
bye!

~~eugeneN~~

yo fuckaasss!!

2010-05-12T10:10:00.000-07:00

hellosss!!
i'm like finally back yo!!
aft months and months of no blogging.
i'm back bitch! haha

hmm..
anyways.
know why i can blog??
cause i got my lappy yo!
fuckin happy lah! haha
=D

anyways,
i'm in poly now..
beinning alot of damn probss..
didnt pay fees.
not enrolled.
no lappy.
no friends..
then yea..
finally settled down le.
made alot of friends.
and yea..
even found someone i'm interested in ..
ahhaa! xD
well.

shes cute.
shes sweet.
ahh. shes everything.
but yea..
i dunno leh..
shld i go for it??
well..
let see how it goes uhh.

well well well..
soo ..
i'm broke now..
no money to spend..
fuck!
and yea..
have been playin soccer with HERMANOSS !!
i prefer travelling hermanos thou..
anyways..
yea..
life for me now..
full of soccer jammin friends bullshit hmwk projects.
sian! the projects part..
by next week 4projects!
FTW!

well
thats life for you man!
nvm...

ooohh..
11may was my birthday.
happy birthday to me. haha!
well.
i had a quite good birthday??
lesson ended early.
birthday wishes frm alot.
and class sang happy birthday to me.
went to pool with friends.
then aft that had dinner and talk with .....
yeas.
cool.
love it.
and sis gave me a slippers.
cool. i needed it.
oooh. she and mum gave it to me.
i think??
well wadeva. haha!

okok..
tmrw needa do project..
need sleep. nights!!
bye.

~~eugeneN~~

its a new start!

2010-04-13T20:58:00.000-07:00

hellos my fellow readers. if there are anyone who comes here still..
have been MIA! for long time.
hse laptop down..
i'm using pang's laptop now..
at his hse! cool!!

anyways..
update on life?
basically..
still got fuckin money probsss!! sian!!
and yea..
hangin out still almost everyday!

yea..
and on mon and ytd!
had my poly induction camp!
my class is 1D02!
woots!!
first day not sooo good..
but 2nd day was just woots!
start talkin to everyone.
nice uhh!
and yea!
will be cool le! ahaa!!

well well well..
sch on mon.
i'm not even fuckin registered yet..
wtf?! right!
sian sian sian!
but nvm uhh..
just go sch. haha!

hmm..
i need love.
but i'm lazy to find.
ahaha!! xD

byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

pack up. and leave this part of the world.

2010-02-25T07:00:00.000-08:00

hellos.
today got hellos. ahha
cause its better than the last 2days..
but still..
not good at all..

well..
today is slack day.
so stayed home whole day.
like seriously whole day man!!
hmm..
yea..
you shld know wad i do de lah..
comp loh!
fb, youtube, plurk blablabla..

hmm..
tmrw..
will be job hunting day.
i'm goin to find myself jobs again..
this time alone.
yea.. as usual..
find work alone.
well.. first stop centrept.
some thai restaurant.
then to wheellock place.
some nydc restaurant. or smth lidat..

then ..
dunno le..
mayb home..
i need a job..
its hard to get a job nowaday..
hhaiz..

okays..
sooo..
i guess i'm goin off to sleep le lah..
very sleepy le..
and yea..
tmrw up early to look for job!
but i still hope cafe cartell will call me ..
you know i dun mind the 5bucks per hr..
cause it seems like a not bad environment there..
and the manager seems like he allows long hair!
just gel it up. and voila!
done! ahhaah!
xD

alrrights!
byebye!
suck my kiss!

~~eugeneN~~

everyone hates me. admit it.

2010-02-24T07:18:00.000-08:00

well..
i dun want a hello today..
hack me into pieces.
tear me apart.
i've been destroyed.
and buried to death.

alrights..
to the normal stuffs..
today!
woke up..
and yea..
obviously do the normal stuffs..
and then yea..

meet up with clemence at jurong east mrt.
he's gonna accompany me to go recruit express.
to get a job!
yea man!

and know wad?!
first thing i see him.
WTF?!
he look fuckin gay now..
pink shirt is okay.
but wtf when he wears a pink converse high cut..
walao..
then yea..
other than the piercing to his left ear.
nth much changed.
hair still the same.
look still the same. haha!

okay.
then yea..
recruit express.
say will call me when got jobs.
sooo yea..
the lady who attended to me is pretty.
haha! xD

then yea..
went to macs to have lunch.
and just..
lepak there awhile loh..
finish le like still got loads of time uhh!
went imm then!

over there! alot lookin for part time!
i went to cafe cartell.
and its quite a nice environment!
i hope to work there.
mayb will get the job.
asked alot.
even asked for my uniform size xD
hopes! ahha
yea..

then just walked arnd imm loh..
been there so many times this yr and last yr.
whoa man!
then yea.. went home aft that..

hmm..
alrights..
nowadays.
i dunno why..
but ..
life is just gettin worsst..

life is gettin WORST.
haiz..
lotsa family probs.
money probs.
and dunno why..
but i feel like a black sheep..
=(
life sucks to the max now.
well not to the max.
but still.
it sucks loads!
but..
i'm stayin strong.

~~eugeneN~~

i wanna leave this family.

2010-02-23T06:24:00.000-08:00

=(
i'm feelin fuck now.
i'm not right now..
everything sucks now.
wad the fuck was that for?!
i hate everyone in this family.
i hate you all.
seriously.

i feel like a black sheep in this family.
i feel no love in this family at all.
everything is kept a secret from me.
i know nth.
nth .
they all hate me.

i'm tired of this family.
really tired of it..
everything i do is wrong.
its always my fault.
since young.
i've tolerated enugh with this fucked up family.

today is the day.
i've had enugh.
i'm not caring anymore.
dun expect me to help you anymore.
dun expect me to lend you money.
lend you money to buy viceroy?
fuck it.
be glad that i even lend you those 30bucks.
lend you 50?
wad will you buy?
viceroy.
why the fuck would i give you money buy ciggs?
no way.

and you went all drama and wanting leave home.
fuck and made sis cried.
this is fucked up stuffs.
and sis dun fuckin bother tellin me wad happened.
till 5yrs old bro said wad bro in law said to him.
i quarelled with mum?
wtf?!
that was aint no quarrel.

well.
i'm always the black sheep in this family.
everyone hates me.
well..
fuck it.
i already dun have a dad.
well fuck it.
i can do without a mum.

just dun ruin my future.
dun.

well..
i have no mood to type down wad i did today le..
but..
i'm still doin it..

went for interview.
they say call back.
oooh wells..
confirm wont call back..
soo nvm le..
look for more job tmrw..
not enugh money .. =(

okay..
i'm damn tired frm all the emotions tonight...
haiz.. why am i born in this family??
=(

~~eugeneN~~

time to get rich!

2010-02-22T07:54:00.000-08:00

well well well!
i'm back !
as promised yea!
ahhaa!

well..
hmm..
actually i dunno wad to type uhh..
alrights lah..
today. basically just home whole day..
yea..

boring muchs!
oooh wells..
no work wad..
no job.
but!
tmrw got interview!
need go till expo for their office..
omg man!
needa wake up fuckin early loh!
well.. for money!
i'm be goin with adeleine!
cause i think shes the only one who will work sales.
sooo yea.
hean wont want de lah.
boonsheng also.
and everyone else got job.
sooo yea.

sales promoter!
am i gonna get the job?
hopefully!
then i'll have money!
and i can get guitar!
drums!
itouch!
muchmuch more!
xD
sounds so corny..

okay..
soo.
i dunno wad to say le..
every fri jammin..
if get this job dunno if can make it not..
dun think can le..
oooh wells!
money comes first.
need money then can spend mah! xD
alrights uhh..
neeeda go le lah.

needa wake up early tmrw!
10am needa reach expo ..
mahfan.. sheesh..

byebye!
love y'all!

~~eugeneN~~

two man show!

2010-02-22T00:25:00.000-08:00

just a quick update on ytd!
it was a great day ytd btw! =D

well anyways..
went to fish n co at great world city.
and reg and kat was workin there!
its the main pt why we went there to eat uhh..
ooohh and i went there with roy. haha
and yea..

food was.. say.. lidat uhh! haha
okok lah..
then yea..
spent like 60bucks plus there!
omg man!
goin no money le lah! haha
but ooh wellls..

then yea..
alot of funny things uhh..
then we decided !
jammin!
go till paradiz.
2hrs of jammin!
from 9.30 to 11.30!
rushed for the last train!

ooohh.
and jammin was great!
in fact better than the last 2!
last 2 was demoralising man..
but this time round we had smth goin!
music was actually comin out!
we had songs played!
i played the drums!
and it was actually not bad yo! =D
and yea..
played the guitar too.
shiokness!
=D

wanna see vid?
upload soon. yea.
soo yea.
i'll be back tonight.
=D
peace out rockers.

~~eugeneN~~

i'm invisible to everyone.

2010-02-20T07:28:00.000-08:00

well..
hellos once again.
no one reads this shits..
and i know i've said this alot..
but well..
who cares! haha!
i'm just bloggin out of boredom and .
its a habit to blog already..
and i've mentioned it in my other previous posts..

alrights..
today..
i stayed home all day..
i woke up at 1.30pm..
wow! sooo late..
and was supposed to go eat fishnco.
but! nopes.. in the end didnt go le..
sooo i stayed home..
and practically just slacked..

hmm..
popo cooked porridge today.
its better than goin out and buyin smth to eat..
dun you agreE?
well.. i prefer homecooked food.
and i think some ppl just dun appreciate homecooked food..
they dread those and rather buy..
not for me..

well well well..
and..
i've no job..
but i'm gettin one soon..
if they are hiring..
over at eugenia's workplace..
i've asked her to help me ask..
hopefully i can get the job.
and money will come into my pocket.
yay!

oooohh!
update.
i'm gettin a skateboard soon.
my bro said he found boards at queensway.
and they are selling at 40plus.
i dun mind gettin one yo!
soon you will see rodney mullens!
ahahaha! xD

ooohh wells..
the time now is 1am..
i think i'm turnin in soon..
i guess?
hmm.. tmrw i think goin CNG..
not sure leh..
they goin..
i dunno if i shld go..
quite lazy to go..
and i dunno why..
but i feel that i'm the odd one out there..
i dunno why..
hmm..

okay..
i found out smth..
that happened on fri..
and i'm abit not happy abt it..
its like aint we your friends too??
and we not included..
walao!
lidat de loh..
fine man.

yea okay..
i dunno wad to post le..
but i've alot of things that i wanna achieve!
alot!
like..
having a band.
having my own company or store.
able to support myself.
and HAVE A CAREFREE LIFE!
i would like that..
sadly...
in this world.
thats an almost impossible thing to doo..
unless..
you're born with a golden spoon..
however!
then your parents will pressure you with studies..
sheesh! dun like! hhaa

okay..
i dun wanna type down anymore..
i'll come back tmrw night..
and yea..
byes!
loves you!

~~eugeneN~~

i suck at guitar.

2010-02-19T08:16:00.000-08:00

AHHHH!
I SUCK!!
LIKE FUCKING SUCK MUCHS!
FUCK MAN!
=(
THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOO DEPRESSING!!
FUCKKCCKKCKCKCKC!
WHY!!!????
HAIZ....

ooohh wells..
one thing for sure.
i suck at guitar.
i suck at everything..
this is damn depressing..
i feel like giving up..
but no!
i cannot!
i needa attend lessons!
to be better!!
CHIONG!!

hmm..
anyways..
today went out..
to submit all the documents to hr..
fuckers lost my documents..
then yea..
wasted 6bucks on photo..
kao! exp!
hmm..then yea..
went to look for jobs.
but to no avail..

call roy aft his work.
come lepak..
then went to parkmall..
where i ask the fish n co there for job..
bloody wasted my time signin the form..
just straight say dun want lah..
ask me write le..
then say dun want..
idiots!

then yea..
went to plaza sing..
had my dinner there.
and then we lepak till damn long uhh!
and then decided on jammin!
called huishan along.
3 ppl go jam!
she cannot play anything . haha

we waited like 2hrs for jammin uhh!
cause all early slots booked!
we no more!
shit! then 9pm slots..
till 11pm..
jam.
i swear it sucks!
felt so wasted!
like money fly away!
sian! and we didnt play any good things..
and this is worst than the last jammin with koo and boonsheng..
sheesh..
wadeva uhh..
but yea.
isuckman!

wells..
then yea..
i took the train home.
while roy and huishan went to look for their workin friends..
ahhaa!
i odd one out uhh.
wadeva!

soo yea.
bye!

~~eugeneN~~

fucked up and pekcek!

2010-02-18T07:00:00.000-08:00

well..
i feel very fucked up abt stuffs now..
fuckin messing my life up..
fuck man!
=(
i need someone..
but no one to talk to..
bye!

~~eugeneN~~

hair is more impt than work!

2010-02-17T05:56:00.000-08:00

hellos!
well..
not good at all..
sian!

hmm..
then yea..
today woke up again at 5am..
sian de loh!
so early! hmm..

well..
work work work..
did service today..
okay lah.
very slack loh..
except breakfast rush hour..
fucking rush!
clear and set like hell!
chiong chiong chiong..
and i dun understand how all these ppl eat uhh..
so dirty and messy uhh..
stupid.. (annoyed)

hmm..
then yea..
stupid hr..
i think they lost our document..
mofo.. stupid!
sian lah!
this hotel sucks man!
sstupid staffs..

well..
then lunch was shit..
dun talk abt it..
food sick!

well..
then back to work.
lunch time buffet.
quite slack..
then boss ask me cut my hair again..
bloody hell..
dun care uhh..
wadeva loh!
i dun sacrifice my hair for money.
i want money.
but i want my hair more.
my appearance is priceless.
nth can replace it.
imagine if i got disfigured..
i'll be devastated man.. haha!

okay lah..
tmrw got work again..
sian loh!
i dun wanna work leh..
but have to uhh..
needa sleep le uhh..
need more sleep..
damn tired uhh.. sheesh..

hmm..
nights yo!

~~eugeneN~~

sometimes i feel so lonely..

fucckkkkk! this sucks lah!

2010-02-16T07:17:00.000-08:00

well well well..
not feeling well..
got some kinda prob with the body..
argh.. sian lah! =(

hmm..
well..
today i wasted like half of my day lah!
slept till like fucking 2pm uhh!
sian de loh!
like walao!
then yea..

did nth at home uhh..
actually was wanting to go jam with bro..
then his friend book soo late!
then i dun want uhh..
hmm..
then yea...
use comp loh..
nth muchs de uhh...

ooohh.
had kfc lunch today!
woots!
popo treat de!
ytd i had zhu chao for lunch!
uncle treat!
yayness! =D
3cheers! haha

okay okay..
then yea..
i'm feeling very sleepy now..
sheesh..
and tmrw got work..
sian de loh!
i dun feel like workin le..
you know uhh..
the ppl you meet in sch and the ppl you meet at work is diff!
like totally diff man!
really..
i rather go work you know?
you never know.
you know nth abt me.
no one understands me.

i dun wannt work!!
=(
sian!
but no work means no money..
which means not good!
i cannot live!!
haiz.. work work work.
money money money..
i wish i were rich.
ahah! dream on!

okok..
and the E string snapped.
and my pick chipped and is now broken..
dang!
lucky still got 1 pick that can use.
ooohh.. saw this pick online damn nice!
gazette!
damn nice uhh! i wanna get it!
at davies guitar there i think have!
shall check it out.
mayb go check it out tmrw aft my work. haha

i wanna get a guitar!
and a itouch!
sian!!
all need money.
and have to work for it then..
shit lah! no good no good.
this is life..
i wanna start poly soon!
think will be better!

okay le lah..
shall go sleep .
tmrw gotta wake up at 5am..
thurs and fri also..
then sat off.
then sun again.
walao!
tirin uhh!
sick of f&b jobs..
i wanna do office job!
sheesh..

nights.

~~eugeneN~~

wad on earth..

2010-02-15T07:21:00.000-08:00

well well well..
i dunno wad to say anymore..
i need a change..

hmm..
wells anyways..
i woke up late for work today!
woke up at 6am.
and needa reach by 7am.
then dun care uhh. roy also.
sooo then slowly take bus.
take train.
reach le like 7.30am..
then yea.. go in..

bloody hell!
they still haven registered us..
wtf?!
bullshit man!!
this hotel is seriously fuck!

hmm..
then yea..
work.
buffet runner with roy..
okay uhh..
just lidat loh..

well..
then lunch and all..
and off i go home!
and nth for the day le..
yea..

i've cancelled my work for tmrw.
yea..
so i'm free!
well..
mayb gonna go jammin with bro.
gonna make a song on the spot.
sooo yea.
get ready the cam yo! haha!
xD
hmm..
then yea.

okok.
nth to say le uhh..
i think i wanna buy a itouch next month.
yea.
gonna get myself an itouch!
hmm..
and a guitar!
takamine!
and yea..

well..
alrights i got nth to say le..
byebye.
and i love you !

~~eugeneN~~

gong xi fa cai! and happy valentines!

2010-02-14T07:33:00.000-08:00

gong xi fa cai worh!
and happy valentines ppl!
its a cny with love this yr..
but..
wheres the love??

well..
today.
stayed home whole day..
and got quite alot of angbao..
70bucks today..
okay only uhh..
i dun think will have anymore le..
oooohh wells..
ahaha

hmm..
okay soo..
its also valentines day..
and have no date once again! aha
sian de loh!
but at the same time its not a bad thing!
well..
next yr!
ahaha!! xD

alrights..
soo..
i dunno wad to say le..
but i'm just really pissed off now..
tmrw work.
and just now koo told me roy day off..
wtf?!
and then he dun want work le also..
wtf man..
then it leaves me only..
fuck lah!
and he has to tell me they need ppl..
walao!
then i how tmrw?!
walao..
all pangsehh..
good loh!
really good loh!
=(

i need a new job lah!
i dun wanna work this le!
i need another environment!
haiz..

feel so fucked up now..
sian..
i dunno wad to do abt tmrw le..
fuck uhh..
haiz..
and tmrw goin elsewhere de..
but i sacrifice it for work..
now i wanna go!!
i dun wanna work alone in a unknown environment!
=(
fuck uhh..

hmm.. well.
new updates.
lucky roy workin.
he said he changed his mind and workin le.
good.
some company.
so worried that tmrw dunno how!
sheesh..
lucky!

hmm..
wells..
tmrw will be shagged ..
i'll be goin cycle with bro lata..
till dunno wad time..
shit..
well..
nvm loh..
ahhaa!

okok..
byebye uuhh..
i love you.

~~eugeneN~~

why dun you wanna reply?

2010-02-13T06:39:00.000-08:00

well..
i'm back here.

hmm..
i dunno wad to post..
actually i can post alot..
but i'm just lazy to think now..
sheesh..

okay lah!
i shall blog..
hmm..

well well well.
today woke up at 5am!
sheesh.. so early! haha
hmm..
then yea work loh..
buffet runner with roy and dennis.
slack job. no cake! haha

then yea..
alot of probs uhh..
not registered.
no pass..
wtf muchs!
hmm.. but well..
then yea..
aft work..
went with koo to shop for his clothes!
then yea..

aft that i went to chinatown pt for reunion dinner..
hmm.. the dinner was not nice at all!
stupid restaurant!
dun wanna talk abt it..
not nice jiu shi le!

well..
then aft that went home le loh...
nth le. ahha
and then went down to play sparkle also! haha
with 2 bro.
rode his bike. and yea..
okay only lah.. haha
cannot do much with it..
so quite boring. haha

hmm..
yea..
its 12am le!
means chinese new yr!
gong xi fa cai!
nian nian you yu!

and its also valentine day le!
i love you ppl!
=D

okok..
i think i wanna go off le..
wells..
byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

gimme some love!

2010-02-12T06:52:00.000-08:00

well greetings .
i'm back!
hmm..
yea..

alrights..
so today..
morning woke up damn early..
then went out to meet up with eugenia..
she ask me to help her do smth..
then yea..

aft everything..
i took a bus down to queensway..
bought 2shirt.
1 jeans.
alter my work pants.
and nth else right?
yea..

then yea..
went home..
took aa bus..
hmm..
then used comp whole day le..
then slacked whole day le..

well well..
anyways..
tmrw got work..
sian!
okay actually..
i'm quite looking forward to it..
cause first day of a new environment!
i wonder how it is!
hmm..

i hope all goes well for tmrw..
work till 3pm.
bathe at the hotel.
then go chinatown pt.
for reunion dinner.
at some restaurant...
hope its good ..
hmm..
yea..

well..
i dunno wad to post le..
i'm gonna go off le..
i wanna sleep..
damn sleepy..
need the energy to work tmrw..
yea..
sooo.. bye!

~~eugeneN~~

kept in the dark..

2010-02-11T08:09:00.000-08:00

hellos.
i'm back from everything today..
well..
had quite a okay day.
quite cool. ahha xD

hmm..
wells..
went to collect pay today..
was num 5 in the queue.
quite fast bah..
waited an hr..
then yea..
collected like only 600bucks for 1 week of airshow..
sian! so little..
but ooohh well..
at least got money uhh..

alrights..
then aft that..
went to meet up with boonsheng and roy..
then yea..
walk arnd loh..
buy stuffs and all..
then we just alot of nonsense uhh. haha!

then we went jamming!
woots! fun!
first time pick slide! and got the real effect le! hhaha
shiok uhh!
then yea..
boonsheng on the drums.
and koo on the bass.
i playin leads and roy got the rythms for me.
shiok!
it was actually nice!
we were playin!
woots!
then yea..
its 15bucks.
for an hr. non peak hr..

okays..
then yea..
aft that..
went to bugis and i bought another 2berms..
ahbeng stuffs.. ahaha!
25bucks for 2.
not bad uhh..
goin for white now.. haha
hmm.. then went to darren hse for a surprise party.
for kimberly.
well..
the party..
okay lah.
got food loh..
and cake.
then yea..
quite boring uhh..
doin the same things loh.

table soccer.
pool.
xbox360.
talk.
nth else..
same same everytime.
but okay lah..

hmm..
then now i'm back home le loh..
wells..
tmrw goin town area again..
sian!
helpin eugenia with smth..
lazy. but yea..
just help uhh.
mr nice guy here. xD haha!
then yea..
aft that shld be goin to queensway.
i wanna go alter my work pants.
and another jeans.
go tapered them.
very baggy.. i dun like..
and then mayb buy 2 tops..
and mayb can get a skinnyjeans.
yea..

alrights uhh..
i dunno wad to post anymore..
i dunno wad i'm thinking this few days..
life is sooo confusing!
so i ppl..
so confusing..
haiz..
dunno leh..
sian lah!
wells..
i dun wanna say anymore..
bye all.

~~eugeneN~~

i'm not thinking muchs.

2010-02-10T07:55:00.000-08:00

hellos!
i'm tired from all the walking today..
phew! ~~~~

hmm...
so today..
went out quite early??
okay not early..
just okay time..
12noon. yea.

well well well..
meet up with hean at cck lot1.
ate lunch with him.
then boonsheng came.
its being long since the 3 of us hung out tgt.
just the 3of us.
brothers.
=D
and it was fun today.
lotsa laughters. haha!
miss those times.
but yea.

then we went to buy our all stars. haa!
and boonsheng take damn long!
like choosing wife i tell you!
longer than me!
and i take very long le loh! ahaha!

ooohh..
i feel like buyin a sneakers..
hmm.. i not sure..
see how much i get tmrw..

yea..
sooo... me and boonsheng also wanna get slippers/sandals.
then we 2 went to imm loh..
while the lazy hean went home. haha!
hmm.. yea..
imm walk like alot roundss..
then we found the place..
and then try the shoe damn long!
try here there.
then in the END!
decided not to buy. haha!
we like jag the auntie. haha!
hmm.. then tmrw buy.

cause tmrw shoppin aft my pay!
wootts!
=D
sooo happy got pay tmrw!
my bank will be filled again!
running out of money! =(
hmm..
then yea.. morning aft pay go shop for cny clothes..
i haven got any..
except for the shoe today..
well..
no time mah.. haha!

sooo yea..
tmrw 10.30am goin to hotel take pay.
with jeremy koo.
then meet boonsheng and roy.
yea thats the plan uhh..
dunno if they can wake up..
i'll be sure to wake up one uhh. haha!
hopefully..
nonono.
its a MUST!
MONEY!!
xD

alrights..
then aft that..
went with eugenia to town..
she wanted to shop for bag..
and ask me pei her..
go loh.. i'm mr nice guy. haha!! xD

then yea..
walk alot uhh..
but first ate dinner with her first..
then walk walk walk.
yea..
then she buy alot of stuffs uhh..
ahaha she knows how to use her money. haha! xD
hmm..
then mrt home.
yea..

hmm..
okay then..
i dunno wad to post le..
well..
i think i shld be up at 4am lata..
wanna watch liverpool vs arsenal uhh..
nice! haha
i think its gonna be a crunch match!
i think liverpool gonna lose.
they dun look like they have the edge..
but arsenal also can lose..
look at the loaya finishing..
and the weak defence..
hmm..
so it'd be a tight match uhh..
i wanna watch!
thats if i can wake up..

hmm..
well..
my fellow readers..
leave me a tag.
saying..
well..
wad kinda valentine will be your dream valentine.
okay..
i know i'm lame..
but yea..
if only i had a vlog.
i can do this.. haha!
=(
i wanna be a youtube star!
not star also can..
just more than 1000 subscribers?
that will be damn cool!! lotsa ppl view my vids.
and comment. wow!
then all follow my personal twitter!
and then add me on fb!
as in my fan page. haha! xD
i'm dreamin..
haiz.. =(

well well well..
i think i shld get goin..
bye bye thens.
nights fellow reader.
and i'm serious abt the leaving a tag.
wads your dream valentine? =D

i'll tell you mine in the next post.
=D

~~eugeneN~~

p.s celebrate another yr of singlehood. hurrays to that!

i dun like this.

2010-02-09T07:34:00.000-08:00

konichiwa!
ahha! its being long since i learn japanese..
i'm already forgetting some of the japanese writing i learned..
sad uh!

well well well..
i suddenly have this thought.
i wanna compose a poem!
and mayb write a song too!
for this valentines day!
thou it falls on the same day as cny..
but still!!
its still valentines!
and i'm soooo gonna do those 2 this yr!

and i'm not writing for anyone in particular.
cause i'm single. haha!
hmm.. just for the couples out there! yea?
and for my lovely friends!
for you all worh!
touched? haha! xD

anyways..
tmrw mayb gonna go buy shoes!
hean told me lot 1 converse 15% off!
woots!
not bad worh!
soooo gonna get one!
hmm..
mayb a green converse.
it'd be cool!
=D

hmm..
the time now is..
reaching 1am soon..
been having lotsa late nights..
tired.
but as you shld know..
i dun like to sleep muchs..

alrights..
i dunnoo wad to type le..
cause basically did nth the whole day..
same as ytd..
slacked home the whole day..
with the comp on.
and i fb!
alot of games..
mad lah..
i like nerd loh! haha! xD

hmm..
i gotta buy a skateboard soon!
then got more healthy thing to do..
staring at the comp whole day is not gooD!

did i mention i was treated to magnum at the airshow?
axel treat me magnum.
its 5bucks for 1 over ther!
crazy muchs! ahha
but yea.
=D

ooohh..
sat having reunion dinner at din tai fung!
woots!!
chinatown pt there one!
wooohoo!!
so cool!!
hmm..

ooohh! and big news!
jeremy koo and i decided to drop away mm job.
fuck it man!
the manager like wtf man?!
i call him. then he say call back cause lunch time at restaurant.
okay loh..
then aft dunno how long.
jeremy koo msg him loh.
he didnt even bother replyin!
wtf?!
hate ppl who dun reply de loh!
mothafucka!
screw that job lah!
5.50 only.
fuck you lah! _l_

now that thats off my chest.
i dunno wad to say le..
mum's buggin me for the comp now..
sheesh..
i think i shld stop bloggin.
and start vloggin..
then i can do it anytime.
but vloggin..
i think when i have my own room first..
need more privacy uhh..

hmm..
fuck you mum.
you suck big time!
haiz..
fucked up family..
bye.

~~eugeneN~~